vestril

I frequently feel like I'm falling behind on obligations, and I suppose that I technically often am, and yet when time comes for them to be finished, I almost always get the job done. Funny how that keeps working.

Lately my emotional state has been particularly volatile and it keeps chewing at my motivation to get shit done. Either I'm feeling "oh my god nothing matters so fuck it!" or I'm feeling "life is grand, I need to just lay back and enjoy myself." Neither of these, you may notice, is particularly conducive to getting work completed.

I'm beginning to wonder whether I'm pregnant (immaculate conception...all the more reaosn to be depressed ).