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I just feel I should update this, which is an odd sort of feeling, really. I don't have anything particularly interesting to say, right this second. I'm feeling contented, you know? Ok with myself, and while it's a nice way to feel, I don't think it's interesting to write about.
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necia:
Obligatory updates. I hear ya.

As narcissistic as I am, I still find it hard to believe that anyone gives two shits about what I write, also. Live Journal flopped hard that way. Writing in a physical journal is different to me, but online--I still need to warm up to it.

Also, you'll be happy to know that your words of support and encouragement have helped immensely--I've been cooking my ramen quite a lot lately. I've actually moved on to other types of Asian noodle-based soups as well--and I cook those ones too. wink
necia:
And I hear ya again.

Although I do whine pretty superbly . . . wink

(Is that even a word?)
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It's Halloween! I'm looking Forward to getting out in the wild drunken festivities that overtake this corner of the world each yeah. Not that I plan on being one of them, I just want to see at least one drunken screaming kid get slammed against a wall by a cop biggrin
calypso:
You asshole...why didn't you come to the meet and greet?

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Hmm, procrastinating through the whole day is pretty fun, but probably not good biggrin
otsu:
Why should be good be more important than fun? wink
kelland:
I am procrastinating getting work done right now. That is why I am on here.
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Sometimes a smile from the right person is all you need. Well, all I need.
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necia:
Quite. wink
calypso:
*smiles at you* Does that do anything for ya?

How can you not like Boyz II Men?! Have you not heard "Motown Philly", "In The Still of the Night" or "End of the Road"?!!! Bah.

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Mmmmm, I love waking up after having had slightly too much sleep. Not way too much, that's just a crummy feeling, but slightly too much...it feels just right.
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I'm talking a lot about love tonight, and with 5 or 6 different people. It's left me in one of those optomistic and cheerful moods, like nothing can go wrong. If a dream girl walked past my apartment, it seems like karma would draw me out of my room at the right time and I would, for a change, say the right thing instead of...
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necia:
. . . Really?

You mean, people notice my ramen "problem"--and worry? They care?

eeek

I had my syringe and spoon out until I read your message. You've probably saved my life, you know--I can't imagine that ramen in the bloodstream is a good idea--I just never *sniff* knew that *sniff sniff* anyone cared! *weeps*

I like feeling all optimistic like that. I try the cynical bitch thing every once in awhile, but it never works for long--I think I have a basic optimism about love in general--even sometimes when love in particular is fucking me over. (Of course, I'd never tell you that at the time.) tongue
necia:
Prepared to swallow . . . ramen? (No--fuck--I'm supposed to be getting over that. Dammit.)

I really do believe everything's at least partially worth it. Even the most worthless involvement I had taught me a good lesson--that the lack of a real reason not do to something does not translate into a reason to do said thing. whatever That might seem logically intuitive--evidently it's not always.
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Blah, I hate this fucking bullshit.

Edit: Ahh, 6 other people are also turning 23 today. Is that better or worse; I can't tell.
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sghater:
happy fucking birthday...give me cake!
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calypso:
Oh, darling...story of my life.

Happy belated birthday, love. smile
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Entry entry entry.

Something clever, but at the same time slightly sad.

Entry entry entry.

Witty conclusion.

Edit: fuck, it's October, I'm about to age again. I still don't understand why a years worth of aging is crammed into one day, it makes the day much more stressful than it ought to be.
calypso:
Woo-hoo...it's almost birthday time!!! Party at your house, eh?

Where the fuck is Goleta?

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calypso:
Santa Barbara? Boooo...It's just so...it's just so far. Bah. Come back here. College is for losers.

Unless you plan on being my sugar-daddy. Then I suppose it's okay.

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Ahh, the older I get, the more fully I understand how it is possible that I dislike so many different people.

Minor update: Some drunk guys are having a yelling match outside of my window. I think one of them may be sitting on another one. This is after they tried to shove one into a cab, and I get the impression the cabbie didn't...
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deux:
And you'd be right! biggrin
deux:
No, see, me nutting out and kicking him squaw in the nuts is a glitch...

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Well the vision of heavenly perfection who sat next to my in ToK moved further and further from me as classes have progressed, but by happy chance she is in my section. Hopefully my ability to spout logic while other people struggle to keep up with what the TA is saying will impress her.

That doesn't impress women? Since when?! Damn, no wonder I'm single... biggrin
sghater:
oh yes it does, intelligence is the biggest turn on. unless you're looking for a big booty ho, they won't understand what the hell just came out of your mouth and will assume your big words are a compensation for a lack of cash or a small penis.
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I'm a geek. No really, I am. I was thinking about it for one reason or another, and I realized that the first time I ever bough a fiction book set in the Star Wars universe it was 1994. The most recent one I bought was about a month ago. That would make it 11 years, roughly half my life, being a Star Wars geek....
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thorr74:
wow, you did that whole trip in 14 days???

have you been to Canada before? I live 1 hr from Calgary, and used to live IN Calgary....summers rock...winters suck
thorr74:
Where in Canada you originally from....Calgary? (hence working at the Stampede at 12)

I bounced at 2 different "Western" niteclubs during a total of 5 Stampedes.....I swear thats where the REAL Parties are smile

FYI- if you cared I am originally from Victoria

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