SG Homework/Feeling Melancholy (apologies in advance😁)

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Hi loves, happy humpday evening to you all. What would a humpday be without some butt??? If ya haven't already been there, please love me (I'm sooo very needy 😁💗) at my debut set in MR Window Gazing 💗💗💗

Sooo even the newbie that I am, I can see how fucking awesome of a support site this is, and how much you all rock in being there for eachother, even without having met any of you, it's amazing the love and friendship I feel on here!! So, before getting into the sad (and I apologize in advance for the length and emotion of this blog I have now chosen to spew upon you😁)....I want to thank you ALL for being the amazing beautiful people you all are. 💗💗💗

Soooo I had a pretty chill birthday, family and some friends. It's always amazing to see who turns up - couple of my "closest" friends couldn't make it even for a drink, funny how that works- it's always the ones you went out of your way most for, it seems. I guess it's a way to weed out the true blues, huh?

Anyhow, birthdays have a way of turning you inward and reflecting...have you all noticed that? And for some reason that turned into tears until 4am for me...soooo yeah. That's how I woke up today. Puffy eyes and all.

And I had to wonder why...was it the flakey "best friends", the shit job stress, the sleep deprivation??? Probably yes to all...and also...which I have had a hard time even bringing up, is my sweet kitty that went missing exactly one year ago today.

So you ask, what, crazy cat lady, does any of this have to do with SG homework??? Wellll the SG homework from last week (I know, I'm tardy!! What's new!) given by @lyxzen @missy @rambo @charmaine about superstitions hits close to home with this one...two days after my kitty went missing a black cat appeared in his spot where he always slept in the back yard...which was....creepy.
But two months after he disappeared, another tabby that looked very similar appeared. He was so similar I questioned my sanity...and took him to the vet to check for a microchip. My kitty had had one, but, heart-breakingly, even though he was the same general age and a tabby male, he did not have that chip. 💔💔💔
Months went by and I ended up keeping what came to be my Frank, and am thankful for him everyday. I never did understand how I ended up with almost the same kitty, but I do believe in signs...
And even if your heart breaks sometimes, because life will do that to you, And I will always miss those I loved that are not in my life any longer....I choose to be grateful for the sweet love that's all around us, everyday, if you just open your eyes to it. ❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕💗💗💗💗

Frank dressed up for Halloween 😁

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bowiesuicide:
Good Lord, @vespurr… ❤️
bowiesuicide:
I think the two of us could get into serious trouble… two gingers who like to get naked? 😉

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