vespawood

Life sucks, the world is so unfair. I mean I am a relatively lucky fella, I am in good health and I was not born with any defects (unless you count the small penis). But all I do is sit around and hate myself. I saw this young kid at the store tonight while grocery shopping. He had on a shirt that said FBI and I thought to myself I wonder if he wants to be in the FBI some day and then I noticed that he had hearing aids on. Then I thought how sad, even if he wanted to be in the FBI he can't. Something terrible has happened in his life that has taken chances, for things he might want to do, away from him. How the fuck I can sit around and feel bad for myself I don't fucking know. That's it, from here on out I am not going to throw pity parties for me. I am so fortunate and able to do so much, that I am going to make up for the people that can't. If you catch me hating myself ever again you have been granted permission to kick my ass! Oh yea the hearing aids also reminded me I have a hearing test at work tomorrow morning at the BUTT CRACK of 8 A.M. Shit I don't have to be to work till noon and they schedule this thing for 8 oh well. Wish me luck.