vespawood

Ok, so. Turning 30 made more of an impact on me than I thought at first. In the weeks following my 30th, my sister kept asking me, How does it feel? How does it feel?. It felt the same to me at the time. I still feel and think I am 23 for goodness sake. But now I am starting to feel a bit different. It's like I am gauging my whole life to other people to make sure that I am not or will not be a total failure. I guess this was an after thought these last few months. But it finally hit home this morning when I was looking up John De Lorean on wikipedia. So let's see De Lorean created the GTO when he was around 38, so I have 8 years to do something with my life. Now I know I will not come up with something that great, but I swear to all that is righteous, if I am still doing this sort of labor 8 years from now. Someone is going down. It's like never mind. Wish me luck with this crap! P.S. I will not be caught dealing Coke when my auto business is in the crapper so you don't have to worry about that part.