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Tuesday Feb 10, 2004

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So, I had a very good night last night love love ...I have a girlfriend and that's actually a good thing again--who would've thought? (me shocked) The internet is a funny thing...

And then, this morning on the way to work, Ryan and I have this conversation (paraphrased):
Me: When I think back to being in school, I can't imagine keeping the sleep schedule I do now.
Ryan: What do you mean?
Me: usually functioning on 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night.
Ryan: I just don't do that because it makes me a miserable person.
Me: Yeah...
Ryan: But it's hard to tell with you, because you're always miserable.
Mike: I don't really understand why people think that. Like today, I'm not miserable, AT ALL, and I only sleep for 3 hours last night..I don't like this reputation.
Ryan: Then you should do something to change it.
Me: Hmmm
Ryan: You know what it is--you kind of suck all the energy out of a room.
Me: ....
Ryan: I can analyze it further if you'd like...

Ok, so that was interesting. I mean I know I sort of have this reputation among some of my friends, although a lot of the time I think it's a total misinterpretation of my feelings and mood, but sucking the energy out of a room?? Plus, this from the guy (Ryan) who's just as ready as me to kill someone because he still lives in this town, which too me would equal miserable...and I'm actually happier now than I have been in the last 3 months...bleh. I don't want to be the moody, contemplative artistic one if people are going to think that equals constantly miserable...

"You can't sell me incense. My world smells good enough to eat" wink
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finch:
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rawr class!! i'll see you lata'
Feb 12, 2004
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You have a great little journal stalker theer buddy! Congrats.
Feb 16, 2004

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