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7:22 am. foggy eyed, zombie like creeping around the house while he leaves not understanding why last night was so hard. in the end, it seems like it will come down to the crying it out method. i have no more energy, and hubs is in a goddamn dreamworld about the situation. he's concerned about getting us to new york for some "much needed fun"...
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billyfivecrows:
frown

kiss

smile
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what
room
are you
in?
because
i want to
be
in that
room
too.
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y:
The warm room.
viva:
thats sweet
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richard buckner was great. in a wave of constant sound, he sweated and sang, eyes closed shut to keep out the sight of the crowd. (a true artist, he is). it is obvious that he makes music because he has to. before showtime i couldn't believe, or i could, how awkward he was. very quiet. very focused. i got a front row seat and nearly...
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going away for a day or so...will be returning monday night. see you then.

moving across the water
and looking down
the sun
burning
my eyes,
i watch as
the water
rises
and flips
white
from the
boat's edge.
i have fallen in
many times.
my mind producing
small deaths
to pacify
my interest.
at each end,
i become
frightened.
i hold
the railing
tighter...
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billyfivecrows:
Been gone for a couple of days, myself, holed up in a basement recording studio making abstract jazz and smoking too much weed! biggrin blush biggrin My buddy called spur-of-the-moment, and I took off. Whythefucknot, right?



Is it a business or pleasure trip? Recharge, or responsibilty? Anyhoo, see ya when ya get back. Have fun (I hope!)
y:
Aye - have fun! if fun is what you're after.
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the thing is
you in yours,
i in mine.
we miss each other.
the world passes
us by.
we wait
longer.
that is all
we know
how to do.
wait
and
remember.


i flew low with some owls last night.
i enjoyed the ride.
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start it over. end the above noise. keep your furnature where it rests, and other requests.
sketchy_mf:
It won't be long now..... and then "Pleasant" street can burn, baby, burn!
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trainwreck and the indifference

what about your home?
i am a nomad. i don't have a home, even inside myself, i am the worst kind of drifter.

but you are married, you have a son...yes?
they didn't tell me. one i love, the other i just tolerate. it is an awful situation. muddy.


do you realize how awful you sound? what about the poor bastard...
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my son calls ducks, cocks. or it could be a swan or another bird, but to him, it's a cock. this, most certainly, cracks me up.
at the moment, this is all i have to report on. good day, sirs and lovelys.
y:
When he was a boy, my brother said "fucks and knives" instead of "forks and knives". True story.
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he didn't
take it
from me
it fell off
and down,
past the covers
to the sheets.
now
my neck
is bare
but
i have
others
to put
on.
gold
and
silver
with
matching chains.
i always have
the matching chains.
he just
wanted it
so badly
more so
when i tried
to take it away
not even
knowing
he wanted it
to begin with...
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fred:

I like that.

So you're into astrology?
Do you know your moon sign?
y:
Absolutely. In fact, I hope to know, someday, exactly what's happening in the stars from one day to the next, so's I can bring all these different ideas together.