been out all day had good company and good food came home with less energy. i've been mind tripping about a few things - they all get in a nice neat row in my head and do their yelling. alchol makes it worse, caffiene is like a key that unlocks a door, thus opening one. sometimes i know i just need to drink water but... Read More
sometimes i peer through the leaves good cover to watch you it is one thing to love and another to be caught by surprise. i watch your legs emerge from the truck the rubberbands around your wrist your tight movements. this time, you do not say hi you breeze by me but you did'nt know i was there anyway maybe. small things make me happy.... Read More
I need to indulge in a bit of both those particular types of satisfaction m'self these next couple days... comapny coming, place is a mess, and my plats are droopy! Gah!
took angst home from the job today, became more pronounced after the drink, which i did'nt finish, as i could feel my level of irritability rising. played videogames with the boys. got in a tiff.
I will check Doughty out. I love new music....amongst other things. Do not just elevate...soak...and have the person who shares ownership of your cats rub them for you...make himself useful.
controled movement the foward retrieving and the stopping and starting to refill coffee has made my foot hurt, that right one is killing me these days.
in a state of grace
(i feel)
and the giggle and
the run
the clop clop clop
on the floor
to
and
from
and the words-
the adult
world-
beyond the slug
(simple feeling)
like praise
a golden word
on a high
shelf
takes a long
reach to attain
or not attain
(not long enough)
"do not praise me."
and
"i'm only human."
after seven... Read More
my grace of state
of being
of wanting
of not knowing
but wondering if the whimper
was meant for me
left on a rack to dry
shoved in the coals to roast
immersed in an arctic pool
to make damn sure i was done for
repeat
repeat
repeat
when left idle
this package will self destruct
5,
4,
3,
2,
1.................
that obese mezzo-soprano
forgot me in her song