vervain______

the arms are hurt from holding on so long. a tree branch moves its bark into your skin if you stay too long, and i have. i wanted to be an owl, although they scare me. it was a dark night, there was nothing to see, it was all blue or grey and then in a clearing there was an orange happy birthday party for...
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i'm almost gone, but i am already. i lie. i am here now, the month is almost up. i have avoided the illusions i have become older. now i strip for myself, i have my reasons, when i was younger i wanted praise, now i see it does'nt take much to get it, you can easily choose your clothing, or something like that. own your...
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trying, now or letting go.

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i could not do the easy thing and so it was the hard thing i knew how to do. sitting in my room like i was living with my parents again and i only had two minutes to get to the bus stop but i had to get my shoes on still and all that i just wanted two lousy minutes and i wanted to...
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i'm writing because it feels like it has been at least a year since i have only i am at the same point of not having anything to say so so so been trying the vegan thing out and have incredible flatulance. farting 24-7. some guy at work was staring at my ass today and i thought, if only you knew what it could do...
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here i go. with nothing to say, or it is written, and i don't like it.

it is small, the place a hair comes out of. i think i will see you. i think i will see you because i don't want to, with the embarassment of appearing, once again, awkward. that is what i didn't like about you. the way you shrink, and that is what i don't like about my self. it is crisp over the lines
there are...
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