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That is beautiful! Thank you for the birthday wishes...
You look adorable in that chemise. Ensemble. Outfit. You know....

That is really good and a really good reply from Billyfivecrows.

Just like
Days. One hour, one

Minute, some

Times
One
Second

At a
Time. (Seconds.

Very
Few
Firsts...)



I miss you.

Will Oldham fest - exellent!

"Can we both love Kristin?" Um, yes?

Those are beautiful words, but I almost shrink from saying it cause they're so blue

step across through and around
walk out just know that once its gone its gone
never the same, the past is dead
the future is a infinity of now
but fear keeps you here in constant rewind repeat
the same tired fights
the same stale sex
the insesant drill of possibilities
what if I followed were my heart is leading me
what if I tucked the fear away and ocassionaly used it like a drug
to remind me not to be too much the crazy person we all are inside
but not allow it to tell me everything is alright as long as you don't move
the snake won't bite your child won't hate you
the wasp won't sting they can take care of themselves
you are not those who came before
you are the one who right now can do something different
do something to honor the purity of love
love for you by you because of you in you
and always remember those who really love you?
No matter the now or then or that they will always always
love you the same, like a thousand suns a million voices
like the void surrounding all of us endless deep and forever.
and when you see them again they will smile because that is all we ever really need.

I can't stop picturing a ball rolling across a floor now.

Take a look/listen at this:



It's a Bill Withers song. Beautiful, non?

train wreck? well shit, what happened?

i'm...ok. been having serious money troubles, really rather depressing, but i shouldn't complain. having to sell a load of stuff on ebay, including some records that break my heart to part with. today marks a minor improvement in that this morning i broke my three-week block and finally wrote something; i'll post it in the UPC later on today. three weeks is a terrible gap and i found it quite damaging!

hey i like the above poem. it's kinda looser than usual for you, and image-heavy, which is good. always a pleasure.

Sounds kind of like one of Billy's, funnily enough.

By the grace of Davey Jones some times the water returns what it swallows

I am so a lion

Boy: "Look mommy, I'm a lion!"

Mommy *not looking*: "Course you are, sweetheart".



Lovely poem. I preferred it when it had the word 'lake' in it, for some reason

Same here. Well, actually, no, not really, seeing as how the last time I was anywhere near a burn or river with fish in it I was a child.



Hope you're feelin' groovy.

Brightest
Color
From
Naval
Outward

Wonderful
To be

So warm

In animal-shared
Angel-cared

Light

wow, you've been really prolific lately!