wasting valuble time on the site again. oh well. the will is down.
no poetry only the bare bones of the happening. what to say? it is progressivly getting warmer here on the east coast. yesterday it was almost 80, and today it will be, as well. and what does the heat bring with it? renewal for sure and awful driving too. motorcycles are everywhere, it seems, latley. reving engines are highly annoying, esp. through open windows. they...
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drpirate:
A precious time! (between one and terrible two's 
) 
A precious time! (between one and terrible two's ) 
cathshee:
everytime I hear a motocycle or a mufferless car I really do wish I had a rocket launcher with endless rockets to kill those idjiots! 
must. sleep. soon.
y:
Well I hope you've slept by now 
my son and his father went to the children's museum today. i am home, even though i didn't expect to be. i feel very tired and depleted. it was hard saying bye to him. we are so very close, but the alone time is good for me. i am getting a massage a bit later in the day by my sister who is an lmt....
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y:
'T'would do your son the power of good, I would think.
y:
My first double post! Feel honoured
[Edited on May 02, 2006 6:55PM]
[Edited on May 02, 2006 6:55PM]
my son hit the side of his face on a chair this morning. he is okay but it really got to me. it always does anyway, but this time...anyway, went to the playground, visited a friend, who was strangly cold and distant from and to me. i don't see him enough to call him on it but i want to. people must be aware how...
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avalokitesvara:
Sorry to hear about Ronan's bump. And your so-called friend. Yeah, you know what happens when you assume right? You make an ass of u and me? (ass-u-me) Do you think you'll follow up on it, or just stop calling the person a friend?
y:
Oopsy 
I'm very aware of how I affect others. Mixed blessing.
I'm very aware of how I affect others. Mixed blessing.
depletion begins
like it began
that time
a long time
ago.
at first,
it is not natural.
one has to fight their battles
to keep them going.
don't you know
i have nothing to feed you?
i have nothing for myself.
those breasts give milk by some
miracle seperate from me.
my advice;
breathe that good air in,
imagine nourishment,
imagine a happy home.
like it began
that time
a long time
ago.
at first,
it is not natural.
one has to fight their battles
to keep them going.
don't you know
i have nothing to feed you?
i have nothing for myself.
those breasts give milk by some
miracle seperate from me.
my advice;
breathe that good air in,
imagine nourishment,
imagine a happy home.
eating chocolate chip cookies (homemade), watching the show most haunted. it is a good night. hubs put the baby back to sleep which is greatly appreciated and here i am on the couch eating my bon - bons.
avalokitesvara:
Are those vegan chocolate chip cookies?!? I better get that recipe. 
(God, I'm such a geek.)
(God, I'm such a geek.)
needed to get rid of the last entry. time moves things along.....
sketchy_mf:
...and so does red curry....
avalokitesvara:
At first I thought this was some mystery entry that you later thought better of and came back and replaced with what you have now. But I just figured out you were just bored of seeing the one before it. I thought I had missed out on some great mystery. Oh well. I guess life isn't as mysterious as I thought.
woke up at 909pm. he was gone. it was already arranged. almost every light in the apartment was turned off. i got to the tv. before that, the sun starting to go down with the gold coming through the window. it was an intense contrast. i didn't plan on falling to sleep but my body takes what it can. sometimes it shuts off and it...
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avalokitesvara:
Squash that ugly voice like a bug!
You don't deserve it.
You just need some and some and some 
and some and some 
.
Glad you got a nap anyway.
You don't deserve it.
You just need some
and some and some and some and some .
Glad you got a nap anyway.
y:
Ah, someone around here who has taste in music, at last! So she's made a second one? I didn't know that, thanks for the heads up; I'll keep an eye out for it.
The voice whispering in your ear is just a voice - it has no pulse. It's not worth a pinch of salt.
So she's made a second one? I didn't know that, thanks for the heads up; I'll keep an eye out for it.
The voice whispering in your ear is just a voice - it has no pulse. It's not worth a pinch of salt.
i'm a pirate and i'm going to make you walk the plank....
(checks for sharks first and sees them)
even better! off you go.....
(just for kicks i stick my sword's blade in your back first, before the plummet.)
(checks for sharks first and sees them)
even better! off you go.....
(just for kicks i stick my sword's blade in your back first, before the plummet.)
avalokitesvara:
Yar!
y:
Well, thanks for the encouragement; I've never been called "the bee's knees" before, so that's something
There's a great version of 'All the Pretty Little Horses' on Kristin Hersh's album of weird kids songs and murder ballads 'Murder, Misery, then Goodnight' - give it a listen if you can.
Well, thanks for the encouragement; I've never been called "the bee's knees" before, so that's something
There's a great version of 'All the Pretty Little Horses' on Kristin Hersh's album of weird kids songs and murder ballads 'Murder, Misery, then Goodnight' - give it a listen if you can.