vervain______

they haven't been anywhere,
but i haven't either.
talked to that angel
and then
another one.
(seems they can get to me
now.)
what have i given
or taken
to have this?
what gold
what silver
how much
did i forget myself
on account
of your
emptiness?
(and what did that do
what ripple did that cause?)
i will ask
as if i don't know.
(it is vulnerablility
or foolishness
to keep that
speed
and exit
for the past.)