vervain______

the luxury of having one's hair cut. this proves my inability to take care of myself, at the moment. small pleasures are a life saver. sometimes even the breathing seems hard. me and my family are going to the cape this weekend. thank god there are no fucking computers there. sometimes i want to throw this one out the window. what a waste of time (mostly). either it is me trying desperatley to escape my life and kill some time on it, or it is my husband, glued to the damn screen (almost drooling) obsessed and addicted, somehow. so, and sew buttons....
the a - holes in my nieghborhood already have the fever of the upcoming 4th of july....they seem to be throwing those damn "things" that make a lot of noise down my street at night. (not that it is my street, no way) this would be a calgon moment. (calgon, take me the f away). we are starting to think about moving again to a better nieghborhood. we plan on moving out of state but we are very aware of the time it could take to do it. hubs is getting itchy to leave before the summer smokes the fools out around here from the places the were hiding in.
so am i.