vervain______

eddie vedder.
oh yum.
i am 13 or 14
when the bloom first bloomed,
the hotness there.
just let me
say the right thing,
do the right thing,
and be loved.
i am
awkward
foolish
and
wrong.
not saying
the right thing.
not doing
the right thing.
all this
and more.
awake
from that
dream
to become or
remember
the woman
you are,
or
this point in time,
a reference.