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Wednesday Apr 26, 2006

Apr 26, 2006
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woke up at 909pm. he was gone. it was already arranged. almost every light in the apartment was turned off. i got to the tv. before that, the sun starting to go down with the gold coming through the window. it was an intense contrast. i didn't plan on falling to sleep but my body takes what it can. sometimes it shuts off and it suprises me. i started it again, anyway. today was a hard day. i become cold / unattainable. i turn to stone and small touches fall off me transformed into something very unlike warmth. i started it again. before the sleep took me and when i woke, there it was, the lonliness. then that small ugly voice began.
your alone
it said
and you deserve it.
avalokitesvara:
Squash that ugly voice like a bug!
You don't deserve it.

You just need some smile and some wink and some kiss and some biggrin and some ooo aaa .

Glad you got a nap anyway.
Apr 26, 2006
y:
Ah, someone around here who has taste in music, at last! biggrin So she's made a second one? I didn't know that, thanks for the heads up; I'll keep an eye out for it.

The voice whispering in your ear is just a voice - it has no pulse. It's not worth a pinch of salt.
Apr 26, 2006

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