vervain______

got in trouble with my stepmother. i hurt her for not coming to seder dinner. mostly i have been a flake about my cellphone...losing it, leaving it at home, forgetting to charge the fucker. well, it seems the message i erased with her annoying and grating voice contained some important info about last night's dinner. i never would have not gone had i been aware. this would be what i would call selective understanding. now i have to call her directly and apoligize....i hate it. let's see how young i feel in the process, 7, 12 maybe? what is worse i probably won't be heard and she will question me further...why were you such a flake about your phone? because it isn't important to me to be tied to the thing? leading to a further breakdown in understanding.....i'll expect the worst maybe it won't be so bad....... ------> ?