vervain______

colored half of my hair blue...and what do you know? i don't like it. (goddamn you, lackwit, for being right, it even bugs ME) i must remind myself when engaged in any kind of obsession it would be the perfect time to stop what i'm doing and try to figure out why i think i want something so badly. so what. you want blue hair. your a big girl now, if you want it you can go to a record store buy the stuff and apply it and there you have your blue hair, but do you really want it? where is the novelty anymore? and if i wasn't still breastfeeding, i would have gotten my septum pierced last month, too. shit. oh, the lessons they come hard and fast.....