vervain______

what now? wine came and the talking continues. internally i have my own world which makes me antisocial. sometimes the agendas that people have disturb me, as i am well aware that i could disturb others....this life is strange.

the sound of pebbles being ground between the boot and the concrete are louder at night, when dark. went home the wrong way. a bad man grabbed me from the shadow i was in to drag me to another one. i did not try to fight, i learned this once from almost being mugged. if you are not scared it scares some people, they run...
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sacrificial lamb. have nice animals. downy soft. good for one thing. dark in the bar, we like those things bordering on ugly.the outside is picking up, wind putting sound against the glass. i live in a house. i live in a box. hungry therefore tired drooping like a vased flower, my water reminding me of my oncoming death. one day you, one day me.

one word replaced by another. what it comes down to is
how much you felt. standing near the fruits and vegetables asked questions and became elevated, a whole lot of color but now back to earth, red sometimes the orange changing back to brown changing back to the rest of everything else unnoticed/ underfoot. sometimes i try too hard. nice, that wall. feels lonley. i...
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hi.

son of a ....i just wrote a whole bunch of things but after commanding the computer to do my bidding, it smiled internally and gave me nothing. oh well, too tired.was told to kiss a stranger on the cheek and did it. later feeling like an ass because it was 3 beers later and i'm wearing these jeans my grandmother gave me for my birthday...
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why are you stinging? i try and thought of parts of my own world to insert but i'm back to the barb. don't suffer over your suffering. i like that. but i feel i feel i feel... i feel.
neat song by palace brothers. main chorus is "god is the answer". i replaced god with love and it keeps being sung in my mind.

cold day here and wet. everything looks better when it is tired or hibernating-retracting energy inside for something better to come.

hot fucking damn! could not access the site because i was reassigned another password for exceeding the amount of logins in a day....but then that one would'nt work so finally, here i am. now, after working through the guilt of being an excessive sort, i am moving on.

now in the morning when i should be somewhere else. heard sounds coming from the bathroom, but that isn't what woke me up. although her tongue is nice she talks in code. man,what i would'nt do to try a little harder....we have built this shiny podium for you. we wax and shine it before you arrive. we like to think of you as standing on...
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late. fuck that math class anyway. the lights are off. intense running at work - sunday is a day that is holy for eating. lots of coffee brewing / lots of people. none bothered me. almost no one. he's in bed. he's asleep. the light isn't even off in the bedroom. jonnie cash sings. refridgerator hums. in the olden days it was called an icebox....
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simply.....Colgate.