Sunday Oct 20, 2002

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took angst home from the job today, became more pronounced after the drink, which i did'nt finish, as i could feel my level of irritability rising. played videogames with the boys. got in a tiff.
randomdent:
angst?

Saturday Oct 19, 2002

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feet hurt, must elevate.
randomdent:
Why do they hurt?
_william_:
I will check Doughty out. I love new music....amongst other things. Do not just elevate...soak...and have the person who shares ownership of your cats rub them for you...make himself useful.

Saturday Oct 19, 2002

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controled movement the foward retrieving and the stopping and starting to refill coffee has made my foot hurt, that right one is killing me these days.

Friday Oct 18, 2002

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in a state of grace
(i feel)
and the giggle and
the run
the clop clop clop
on the floor
to
and
from
and the words-
the adult
world-
beyond the slug
(simple feeling)
like praise
a golden word
on a high
shelf
takes a long
reach to attain
or not attain
(not long enough)
"do not praise me."
and
"i'm only human."
after seven...
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kurtz:
my grace of state
of being
of wanting
of not knowing
but wondering if the whimper
was meant for me
left on a rack to dry
shoved in the coals to roast
immersed in an arctic pool
to make damn sure i was done for
repeat
repeat
repeat
when left idle
this package will self destruct
5,
4,
3,
2,
1.................
that obese mezzo-soprano
forgot me in her song
vervain______:
nice.

Thursday Oct 17, 2002

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up. the sun knocking on my eyelids. visions of drawing the faces of people i love. determination to get reading done for tommorrow's class. off to the coffee shop...
sally_struthers:
milk, milk, lemonade
around the corner, fudge is made
stick ya finger in the hole
OUT YOU PULL A Tootsie Roll!!!

Wednesday Oct 16, 2002

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writing again. i am closer to the end of the third harry potter book. nieghborhood boys are over to play video games. we have both the xbox and a gamecube, so there is much noise coming from the living room. pizza has been ordered, the night will be filled with many words (i plan on reading until they leave) although i do enjoy the sounds...
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eatingchucky:
that is adorable

Wednesday Oct 16, 2002

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over and done with, for now. the talk was talked , now the day. there is this coffee shop i mentioned before that i never got to, maybe today. i have reading to do for my human development class. next week i have to sit in front of the class, with others thank god, and talk about my life as a teenager. scary.
_william_:
have fun.lie to them.

Wednesday Oct 16, 2002

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increasing hatred is boiling up inside me over presences that come and go that i have no control over and affect things for the negative around me. they are kind of like ghosts but more solid. its in the details, folks, for bad or good. i'm stacking things up in my mind to answer the questions, what was left out, what was'nt turned off, what...
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Tuesday Oct 15, 2002

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i found a note on the ground near a doorway and it said

i did not hurt you
you put yourself in my camp
where there was fire and
dance
and we danced
and there was fire.
i did not take you captive
i found a place in the forest
for myself
and you sought me out
for reasons
bigger than
your own pain.

and...
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_william_:
what did you do with it?....did you throw it away, or toss it into the wind so it may affect someone else's day?
leroyj15799:
strega,
i don't know how to make my journal fresh (day to day), but i certainly posted a relevant "comment" at my place of sg residence.
free music is good; look it up.
it is my latest obsession.

lj

Tuesday Oct 15, 2002

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back to the saw horse. woke up to feel sorry that i did'nt really have a place to be. i am also limited on girls i can do the coffee talk thing with which i find this day to be the perfect for such. i have located a neat little coffee nook sandwiched between two buildings downtown. my, how their espresso machine gleamed in the...
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Monday Oct 14, 2002

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our cat returned home from the great outdoors under the weather - we are worried, but i have a feeling that good sleep tonight will make him better by morning. the night is empty. i can only look to the idea of coming days as empty, as well. its a damn shame.
_william_:
all days start out empty. It's all in how we fill them.
_william_:
Whoah... sorry about that. I think I was channelling a self help guru or demon, or something. Much love to your feline friend.

Saturday Oct 12, 2002

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eeeeeeeeahhhhhh!
leroyj15799:
Hello Strega,
Does this mean the writing isn't going that well? Or is it some kind of karate sound?
Either way, a quick question:
Which of the various Palace/Oldham stuff is the best?
With all the different incarnations it gets a little confusing. Can you enlighten me.
Gracias. Keep stomping the keyboard,
lj
sally_struthers:
MEeeee-Meee-Eeee!
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