vervain______

i could not do the easy thing and so it was the hard thing i knew how to do. sitting in my room like i was living with my parents again and i only had two minutes to get to the bus stop but i had to get my shoes on still and all that i just wanted two lousy minutes and i wanted to...
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i'm writing because it feels like it has been at least a year since i have only i am at the same point of not having anything to say so so so been trying the vegan thing out and have incredible flatulance. farting 24-7. some guy at work was staring at my ass today and i thought, if only you knew what it could do...
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here i go. with nothing to say, or it is written, and i don't like it.

it is small, the place a hair comes out of. i think i will see you. i think i will see you because i don't want to, with the embarassment of appearing, once again, awkward. that is what i didn't like about you. the way you shrink, and that is what i don't like about my self. it is crisp over the lines
there are...
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i thought i may write. it has been a while and i wish i could change my picture but i don't seem to know how. it also doesn't seem important enough to figure it out. grey days have found us. while it rains here, it snows on the east coast. i would rather have snow. well i truly don't have nothing to say, how unique....
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i am a machine i am a machine

oh nice
a clean slate
and we all want one of those. the ground opened up and there was this bird with its mouth open,waiting for you to piss in it( like me.) i mean, it was fine and everything. a pulse a heartbeat it is just waiting for your piss. these are the things that lie underneath. you thought you had an answer. she...
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not lasting long but waiting and i figure why not? because the highway went that way and i'm only on the bus route. i got sick to my stomach eating ginger i had to cut my picture down to numbers and i couldn't it was meant to be a joke anyway early to bed early to rise small things make the flies fly and me...
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oh, to care, or not care.

back. not really bothering with the journal. visited family. it was good. starting classes - spent alot of money on books today. made a cake for my love's birthday, now he's visiting family and i am eating the cake. one or two slices a day. it is excellent tasting. hope all is well with everyone.

i am leaving for rhode island tommorrow. i will be gone for ten days. i hope everyone enjoys themselves.....

bye.