last mother's day, i bought myself mother's day jewelry because i knew that was the only way i would get some and it was important to me, since it was the first mother's day i, myself, was a mother. so i have a little gold charm that says "mom" on it and i also bought myself small diamond earrings. this year is different. being a...
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cathshee:
Keri is a cool cool mom and woman and friend and so is her Mom so RC will be a kick ass kid who will tell it like it is and with a little bit of luck will call me Uncle some day when we all live in the same town...So Happy Mothers Day K-love. . . . . 
sketchy_mf:
Happy Mothers Day! You are an awesome one. There is no greater proof, than your sparkling son!
eddie vedder.
oh yum.
i am 13 or 14
when the bloom first bloomed,
the hotness there.
just let me
say the right thing,
do the right thing,
and be loved.
i am
awkward
foolish
and
wrong.
not saying
the right thing.
not doing
the right thing.
all this
and more.
awake
from that
dream
to become or
remember
the woman
you are,
or
this...
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oh yum.
i am 13 or 14
when the bloom first bloomed,
the hotness there.
just let me
say the right thing,
do the right thing,
and be loved.
i am
awkward
foolish
and
wrong.
not saying
the right thing.
not doing
the right thing.
all this
and more.
awake
from that
dream
to become or
remember
the woman
you are,
or
this...
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confirmed. now she is in the process of finding a certain service and making an appointment. i am disappointed, but i am also glad she is making the right choice for her and her soon to be husband. kids are tough and you need to really want them to be good parents and, even then, it is still hard sometimes (understatement).
y:
Was it an irresponsible accident or an unavoidable accident?
big news. my sister thinks she is pregnant. she is a week late, but doesn't want kids. which would obviously mean an abortion. i told her i would be there any way i could, whatever she decides to do. i somehow doubt i will ever be an auntie in this life, however. kids just aren't in her plan.
y:
Do we know who the father is? I hope it's not *ahem*. 
Or is this another sister?
Or is this another sister?
avalokitesvara:
(what else to say?)
(what else to say?)looks like the baby is getting chocolate milk at bed time. shitski, did i overdo with the bag of chocolate chips. i have a gutache and i am hot with the sugar rush. nothing like slathering the insides with junk. 
but why did i do it?
that fantasy about bathing in chocolate?
gone.
but why did i do it?
that fantasy about bathing in chocolate?
gone.
y:
Bathing in chocolate? No? Surely not?
I'm sure you're just greedy
I'm sure you're just greedy
when the only thing i am looking foward to, is finding out who gets kicked off american idol, i know i'm in trouble. and so i am. that show seems to be the only bright spot in my day. hubby is home from work today and it has felt like salt in the wound or a pen to the eyeball. my rage seems to have...
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wasting valuble time on the site again. oh well. the will is down.
no poetry only the bare bones of the happening. what to say? it is progressivly getting warmer here on the east coast. yesterday it was almost 80, and today it will be, as well. and what does the heat bring with it? renewal for sure and awful driving too. motorcycles are everywhere, it seems, latley. reving engines are highly annoying, esp. through open windows. they...
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drpirate:
A precious time! (between one and terrible two's ) 
A precious time! (between one and terrible two's )
cathshee:
everytime I hear a motocycle or a mufferless car I really do wish I had a rocket launcher with endless rockets to kill those idjiots! 
must. sleep. soon.
y:
Well I hope you've slept by now 
my son and his father went to the children's museum today. i am home, even though i didn't expect to be. i feel very tired and depleted. it was hard saying bye to him. we are so very close, but the alone time is good for me. i am getting a massage a bit later in the day by my sister who is an lmt....
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y:
'T'would do your son the power of good, I would think.
y:
My first double post! Feel honoured
[Edited on May 02, 2006 6:55PM]
[Edited on May 02, 2006 6:55PM]
my son hit the side of his face on a chair this morning. he is okay but it really got to me. it always does anyway, but this time...anyway, went to the playground, visited a friend, who was strangly cold and distant from and to me. i don't see him enough to call him on it but i want to. people must be aware how...
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avalokitesvara:
Sorry to hear about Ronan's bump. And your so-called friend. Yeah, you know what happens when you assume right? You make an ass of u and me? (ass-u-me) Do you think you'll follow up on it, or just stop calling the person a friend?
y:
Oopsy 
I'm very aware of how I affect others. Mixed blessing.
I'm very aware of how I affect others. Mixed blessing.
depletion begins
like it began
that time
a long time
ago.
at first,
it is not natural.
one has to fight their battles
to keep them going.
don't you know
i have nothing to feed you?
i have nothing for myself.
those breasts give milk by some
miracle seperate from me.
my advice;
breathe that good air in,
imagine nourishment,
imagine a happy home.
like it began
that time
a long time
ago.
at first,
it is not natural.
one has to fight their battles
to keep them going.
don't you know
i have nothing to feed you?
i have nothing for myself.
those breasts give milk by some
miracle seperate from me.
my advice;
breathe that good air in,
imagine nourishment,
imagine a happy home.