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I'm reading "The Perks of Being A Wallflower."
I'm so into this Charlie character that I don't want the book to end. It's funny because I got it when it first came out like 3 years ago and I read 10 pages and hated it so much that I returned it and got my money back. But now I love it, so maybe I was just itching for cash then.

Ok, how pathetic is this, my bestfriend who might as well be my sister asked me to take some semi-nude photos of her to send to her boyfriend whos not her boyfriend. I have this like/love crush thing on her since forever, but nothings ever gonna happen, she doesn't go that way. Does that make me an asshole for looking forward to it?

I pawned one of my guitars today, to pay a bill. I felt so pitiful after I left the shop. They don't wanna give you shit for your stuff, then they'll turn around and sell it for full price! Gawd I fuckin hate pawn shops, they need to be put out of business, fast! I would have pawned my tv instead of my guitar, but I can't carry a 27inch on the bus. As much as I hate to say it I need to find a job.

pitiful