Hello again, looks like I am getting better with renewing my account. lol! They aren't very good about discontinuing it right down to the day but today I woke up to see the notice "goodbye from suicide girls" and I just now renewed.
On the weight topic I have hit 135.4 so YAY ME! This means I have lost a total of 30 pounds! I'm really not certain how much weight I can loose from here without going too far. The stuff around my mid section since I have started has drastically receded but I think for the most part it is loose skin which is a little more of a trifle to rid from what I am told. It's going away but it seems to be very gradual. I never even feel the need to suck it in anymore because it's becoming fairly level. I only can see the vaguest impressions of skin as love handles anymore as well to. Really at this point it is the smallest pinching of skin left in that area. I think the last bit is concentrated in the area around my belly button and a little tiny bit in my pubic area. I guess after the next 5 I will have a better idea how much left I need to lose but I can't imagine needing to bring myself under 125. The difference is so drastic from where I started and it's hard to really gauge. Hell, I have lost about 20% of my starting body weight on this and before it is over close to 1/4th.I'm fairly comfortable with how I look now even naked as long as I am not sitting. lol! Wow, I mean when I think about it all being done and having lost a total of 40 pounds that is just like crazy. It does always seem since I started this that it has been like, well, just 10 more and I'll be there and it never seems to be enough to be as thin as I meant to be. However at 125 there is just no way I can at this height conceive of being in the 1 teens. lol! I know I am speaking a lot about this but I just don't think I can get over how proud I am to have lost so much. Now I can even wear tight cloths in retrospewct to the last post I mentioned it and am comfortable. I just wish that the shit like skin tight shirts didn't have the tendency to raise up over my left over flub if I don't watch it. lol!It probably would either way because of my pension for wearing things I size smaller than I should but hey, it jus doesn't look as good when it's pulled tight if I don't. lol!
Anyhow, all of this witht he weight is good beause it means I can do this modeling shoot I have scheduled in about a week. I really can't wait because it will be the first time in ages I can do it without being too self conscious. I am planning on it being a mdeical themed shoot with lots of fake and bloody gauze, ace bandages and hypodermics tape into places instead of clothes.
I guess that is it for now. I am getting drunk to celebrate/ so I can make sure I sleep good tonight.
On the weight topic I have hit 135.4 so YAY ME! This means I have lost a total of 30 pounds! I'm really not certain how much weight I can loose from here without going too far. The stuff around my mid section since I have started has drastically receded but I think for the most part it is loose skin which is a little more of a trifle to rid from what I am told. It's going away but it seems to be very gradual. I never even feel the need to suck it in anymore because it's becoming fairly level. I only can see the vaguest impressions of skin as love handles anymore as well to. Really at this point it is the smallest pinching of skin left in that area. I think the last bit is concentrated in the area around my belly button and a little tiny bit in my pubic area. I guess after the next 5 I will have a better idea how much left I need to lose but I can't imagine needing to bring myself under 125. The difference is so drastic from where I started and it's hard to really gauge. Hell, I have lost about 20% of my starting body weight on this and before it is over close to 1/4th.I'm fairly comfortable with how I look now even naked as long as I am not sitting. lol! Wow, I mean when I think about it all being done and having lost a total of 40 pounds that is just like crazy. It does always seem since I started this that it has been like, well, just 10 more and I'll be there and it never seems to be enough to be as thin as I meant to be. However at 125 there is just no way I can at this height conceive of being in the 1 teens. lol! I know I am speaking a lot about this but I just don't think I can get over how proud I am to have lost so much. Now I can even wear tight cloths in retrospewct to the last post I mentioned it and am comfortable. I just wish that the shit like skin tight shirts didn't have the tendency to raise up over my left over flub if I don't watch it. lol!It probably would either way because of my pension for wearing things I size smaller than I should but hey, it jus doesn't look as good when it's pulled tight if I don't. lol!
Anyhow, all of this witht he weight is good beause it means I can do this modeling shoot I have scheduled in about a week. I really can't wait because it will be the first time in ages I can do it without being too self conscious. I am planning on it being a mdeical themed shoot with lots of fake and bloody gauze, ace bandages and hypodermics tape into places instead of clothes.
I guess that is it for now. I am getting drunk to celebrate/ so I can make sure I sleep good tonight.