Damn the people in Charlotte making Voltaire(not the SG) have to taint himself by showing up there. Whatever the case it looks like he will be there on the 26th of Jan. I wouldn't even have known that had I not been glancing at someone else's profile. Gir!!!! I guess this means that my guest appearance showing up will take a front seat in my list of things to do. *sigh* Oh well I have been meaning to do this anyway so it looks like I am Charlotte bound!
This also means that the scheduling is just right for me to do a modeling shoot with this french photographer that is really good. Gir....well whatever, I just hate idea of spending the money for all of this while not putting any into my own pocket. I guess that is the life of an alt. model though.
Outside of that, I have always heard of Convergeance but it looks like I am in demand to attend. For those who do not know, Convergeance is like one of the biggest gothie events that happen in this country. Ragdoll wishes me to be a runway model which will mean free entry for me =D. However that also means that while I wasn't planning on going that I would still have to pay my way to NOLA and my hotel room =(. Eh...it should be fun whatever the case and a good chance for me to get into recently released GOTH magazine whom since I would be modeling designer clothing at the peak of it's release is all that is required by the publishers whom I am already affiliated with as a model, which is Wicked Talent. See what I am saying about me kind of falling into shit. I get approached more than I do the looking for jobs. It will all be fun and have it's major upsides but still it's not like I have this kind of money to burn. Well...I do but just am hesitant to do it for that reason.
I am actually excited about it all but there is always the chance of something not going as planned which is always a disturbing thought. It seems like it always does. Roommates end up backing out, someone has an attitude, time runs thin so we get no rehearsals for the show, and various random expenses which you don't know are going to be done until right at that minute.
Eh...what the hell, I have been losing weight and will be looking damn good by that point so I guess it's as good of chance as any to be somewhere and feel really good about myself, have a good time, make new connections and get into some prints.
That's all for now, I just felt like posting this somewhere.
This also means that the scheduling is just right for me to do a modeling shoot with this french photographer that is really good. Gir....well whatever, I just hate idea of spending the money for all of this while not putting any into my own pocket. I guess that is the life of an alt. model though.
Outside of that, I have always heard of Convergeance but it looks like I am in demand to attend. For those who do not know, Convergeance is like one of the biggest gothie events that happen in this country. Ragdoll wishes me to be a runway model which will mean free entry for me =D. However that also means that while I wasn't planning on going that I would still have to pay my way to NOLA and my hotel room =(. Eh...it should be fun whatever the case and a good chance for me to get into recently released GOTH magazine whom since I would be modeling designer clothing at the peak of it's release is all that is required by the publishers whom I am already affiliated with as a model, which is Wicked Talent. See what I am saying about me kind of falling into shit. I get approached more than I do the looking for jobs. It will all be fun and have it's major upsides but still it's not like I have this kind of money to burn. Well...I do but just am hesitant to do it for that reason.
I am actually excited about it all but there is always the chance of something not going as planned which is always a disturbing thought. It seems like it always does. Roommates end up backing out, someone has an attitude, time runs thin so we get no rehearsals for the show, and various random expenses which you don't know are going to be done until right at that minute.
Eh...what the hell, I have been losing weight and will be looking damn good by that point so I guess it's as good of chance as any to be somewhere and feel really good about myself, have a good time, make new connections and get into some prints.
That's all for now, I just felt like posting this somewhere.
sugar:
Haha well i don't know, priviledged... I'm pretty good at being a perv oogling people around here, myself! 
song:
Now . . . . which Voltaire do you speak of ?