i quit my job. not in a mature way either. no call/no show. i am an evil chicken. but it was eating my soul for breakfast and i had to do something. i had a really enjoyable halloween and it got me to thinking that life is way too short for me to stay in an evil job where i only make 8.87/hour after 4...
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dear new orleans people:
what are you doing for halloween? we will probably go to molly's (because that is what we do every year). if you see me, say hi. i will be the one without a costume looking a little lost. and sporting the ever fashionable swollen, pink, left eye (but i'm not contegious anymore-i swear). maybe i will be wearing a black and...
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what are you doing for halloween? we will probably go to molly's (because that is what we do every year). if you see me, say hi. i will be the one without a costume looking a little lost. and sporting the ever fashionable swollen, pink, left eye (but i'm not contegious anymore-i swear). maybe i will be wearing a black and...
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mirkwoodmaiden:
question. can you see my post count? i was under the impression that mine wasnt showing. im confused now.
risperdal:
call me random, but i didn't know any chicks liked bukkake.
my eye feels a little bit better, but it is allergic to sunlight, so i am still stuck in the house. dumped kalua in my morning coffee-that is helping my mood a bit. around noon there was a ferocious banging on my door. since i am always convinced that someone is trying to break in and kill me, i opened the door slowly, with mace...
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mirkwoodmaiden:
the legal system around here isnt as generous. i had to stand jury duty for the first time a few months ago. if the case had gone to trial i would have ended up losing my job and do you think the city cared? NO!!! 
ver0nika23:
yeah, it is third world down here. no way is the city going to pay. which is why i want to move to portland. the only reason the case is getting prosecuted at all is because of the upswing in murder around here. during the sniper shootings in the DC area, we had 30 murders.
i was actually going to do something today (i swear), and what happens? i wake up with an angry red eye infection. not so happy.
all i want to do is be a brazen sexpot, and instead i have been a depressed and sickly couch potato for weeks now.
not happy at all.
must...shake...off...bad...mood. and get a moniter for my damn computer so i can...
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all i want to do is be a brazen sexpot, and instead i have been a depressed and sickly couch potato for weeks now.
not happy at all.
must...shake...off...bad...mood. and get a moniter for my damn computer so i can...
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gil:
did Scott Bayo give you pink eye 
catculus:
grrrrrrr at eye infection.
monitors are good.
monitors are good.
i am bored.
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catculus:
I'm sorry
apathy_activist:
i know the feeling. i shouldn't be. i have so many things that i could do and feel good about. but i'd rather just sit and stew.
i hate being so depressed that i screw up opportunities that i have. it is just so hard to shake. i'm hopeing that grendel's honey will have some sort of magic effect, and make everything better.
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possession09:
depression is hard to deal with. for example. i am happy. i should be happy.
i have things in life that make me happy. yet, there is this core of depression that sneaks up on me.
crushes my motivation, makes me do silly things that i know i shouldnt. turns me into a slacker...
its just a matter of how much i can control it.
friends used to say that you should just ignore it but thats not the way to deal with it...
so what i do now is recognize that it is there, but make myself think positive anyways.....
think of something that really trully makes you happy...something that is calming...invision it in your head or surround yourself with it.
embrace it.....
hope that helps...and doesnt sound too dorky.
i have things in life that make me happy. yet, there is this core of depression that sneaks up on me.
crushes my motivation, makes me do silly things that i know i shouldnt. turns me into a slacker...
its just a matter of how much i can control it.
friends used to say that you should just ignore it but thats not the way to deal with it...
so what i do now is recognize that it is there, but make myself think positive anyways.....
think of something that really trully makes you happy...something that is calming...invision it in your head or surround yourself with it.
embrace it.....
hope that helps...and doesnt sound too dorky.
possession09:
depression is hard to deal with. for example. i am happy. i should be happy.
i have things in life that make me happy. yet, there is this core of depression that sneaks up on me.
crushes my motivation, makes me do silly things that i know i shouldnt. turns me into a slacker...
its just a matter of how much i can control it.
friends used to say that you should just ignore it but thats not the way to deal with it...
so what i do now is recognize that it is there, but make myself think positive anyways.....
think of something that really trully makes you happy...something that is calming...invision it in your head or surround yourself with it.
embrace it.....
hope that helps...and doesnt sound too dorky.
i have things in life that make me happy. yet, there is this core of depression that sneaks up on me.
crushes my motivation, makes me do silly things that i know i shouldnt. turns me into a slacker...
its just a matter of how much i can control it.
friends used to say that you should just ignore it but thats not the way to deal with it...
so what i do now is recognize that it is there, but make myself think positive anyways.....
think of something that really trully makes you happy...something that is calming...invision it in your head or surround yourself with it.
embrace it.....
hope that helps...and doesnt sound too dorky.
i have been trying sooo hard to get my life back to normal (well, normal for me at least-i am still one paranoid little girl!). it is taking a little bit longer than i had hoped. i applied for a new job (yep, still corporate hell-whole foods), and we made the decision to move to portland by next september. these to things have helped, but...
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lil_tuffy:
Wait! THe penguin's are mine! did you see that in yer last journal entry?
I love me some super mario. I miss Jagr.
I love me some super mario. I miss Jagr.
grendel:
Go Canucks!!!! Although I like the Leafs too. Honey will be sent ASAP.
enough sad news-it is hockey season!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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mirkwoodmaiden:
oh and just to make my stans clear. its all about the avalanch baby.
grendel:
You should be looking at my journal please! 
i just got back from the DAs office, and we decided to prosecute the kid that mugged me as an adult. i was not pleased with my options: we could either have him prosecuted as a juvenile, where he would have gotten probation and no jail time, or as an adult, where the penalties are 15-104 years in angola. i wanted something more like 3-5...
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g_felix:
Hey ver0nika23,
Tough choice. Maybe it scared perp#1, too! By prosecuting him as an adult, maybe he will start taking his actions seriously.
We have a random sniper here on the east coast. Crazy stuff. The DA was probably telling the truth.
Someone gave me a copy of A Conferacy of Dunces years ago, but I never read it. I may see if I can find it.
Great profile pic!!
Take care!
Tough choice. Maybe it scared perp#1, too! By prosecuting him as an adult, maybe he will start taking his actions seriously.
We have a random sniper here on the east coast. Crazy stuff. The DA was probably telling the truth.
Someone gave me a copy of A Conferacy of Dunces years ago, but I never read it. I may see if I can find it.
Great profile pic!!
Take care!
mirkwoodmaiden:
i know im a lil behind on this but i have to say. angola aint nothin nice. my brother spent more then enough time there. im a lil more harsh on criminnals but 15-104 years in that place is inhumane. say 5-10 would be more then enough. and i agree with the education and counseling too.
thanks to everyone who sent me well wishes last week. it really meant a lot. two hurricanes and a mugging are starting to make me crazy (well, crazier). mom is comeing into town on sunday-i could use some mothering right now, so i am pretty excited. and starbucks is handleing my safety complaints seriously, so that makes me feel a bit better. it looks like...
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olivia:
ai ai ai. i am sorry to hear that you are having a bad time. i hope your bad streak comes to a close real soon.
kurtz:
love to you dear. keep on keepin' on. (fuck, i just sounded like a hippie, but i liked it!)
Congratulations!