i'm really lonely here in a desperate way; i just wander and read and drink coffee all day on my days off. when the opportunity arises to see a boy, i freak out. there's a boy from myspace that calls and calls and emails and txt msgs, and i just can't deal. but then last night, i brought this boy home that i knew for ...4 hours.. and let him sleep in my bed (surprise! no sex, though. thank you.) but i think i was only comfortable with it because i wasn't expecting to meet anyone new, let alone a boy that i was attracted to. it was nice until we were saying good-byes this morning and he said, "don't get mad. it's laur-A? laur-EN? i'm sorry. please, don't be mad."
sigh.
sigh.
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foz:
he should have been smarter, there's got to be something laying around with your name on it
honsolo:
well at least talk to the myspace people 
some of us are kind of kewl 
some of us are kind of kewl