Fuck. I'm addicted to threads now.
One more for old times sake. HAHAHAHA! This picture is so poser!!!
I really think the postal system has it in for me. People are going to get their shit if I have to deliver it on horseback dammit!!! 
On a lighter note, I'm at a very good place for moving forward. If I give things time, they will happen. My life is slowly getting back on track. Time, time, time. Just gotta let it happen and ride it out right now. And when it's right, I can make things happen again.
After going through what I've been through, I will never look down on a janitor, burger flipper, door opener or any kind of job ever again. Work is work, and at least they are doing something other than holding up a cardboard sign looking forlorn. You never know what's behind people's stories. Life tends to smack you and open your eyes that way if you need it. I have alot to be thankful for. I have two wonderful children, a roof over my head, and food on the table, and an awesome beautiful friend who keeps me in check and tells me to stop being a bitch.
I had a little scare today. I didn't want to admit it but I was a little freaked out. I really do have alot to live for after all.
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I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy
To see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When i was goin' insane
Tryin' to walk through the pain
When i lost my grip
And i hit the floor
Yeah, i thought i could leave
But couldn't get out the door
I was so sick n' tired
Of livin' a lie
I was wishing that i would die
It's amazing
With the blink of an eye
You finally see the light
It's amazing
That when the moment arrives
You know you'll be alright
It's amazing
And i'm saying a prayer
To the desperate hearts tonight
That one last shot's a permanent vacation
And a how high can you fly with broken wings
Life's a journey - not a destination
And i just can't tell just what tomorrow brings
You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But i just couldn't listen
To all that righteous talk
I was out on the street
Just tryin' to survive
Scratchin' to stay alive
It's amazing
With the blink of an eye
You finally see the light
It's amazing
That when the moment arrives
You know you'll be alright
It's amazing
And i'm saying a prayer
To the desperate hearts tonight
Desperate hearts, desperate hearts...*
So, from all us at Aerosmith
"to all of you out there
Wherever you are - remember:
The light at the end of the tunnel
May be you - goodnight"
- Aerosmith
