venti_mistake

Ya, I like Dru Hill! Shut up. I suck. I totally fucking suck. My heart hurts real bad. But I have to act like an adult, and I have to make hard decisions that I know in my heart are right. It doesn't make it suck any less.

My ex fucked me over emotionally about as much as you can fuck somebody over emotionally. I know in my heart I shouldn't be with anyone or even try to be with anyone for a while.

At least until I can know that I'm worth something without having to remember to remind myself of it daily.

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I'm gonna stay to myself
Where there's no one else around me
I'm gonna stay to myself
So there's no one else to find me
That's what I'm gonna do

If I pray to myself
Maybe God above will hear me
And if it is in his will
Then he'll send you right back to me
I'll hold my feelings inside so that you won't see me cry
I hope it's all in my mind cause I'm scared.

I'm gonna chill to myself
Leave the stress of a world from inside me
I'm gonna walk all alone
And leave all my troubles behind
That's what a man has to do
In his life just to make it through
I'm gonna chill to myself

(All Alone)
Since you left me baby I've been steady cryin'
(All Alone)
Wonderin' if you ever really truly loved me
(All Alone)
I'll never give my heart again
(Baby I've got to be alone)
Baby can't you see just what is happening to me
(All Alone)
Won't you come along and baby rescue me
(All Alone)
I can't stand being all alone
(And I'll Never)
Be alone again

Another time, Another place, Another love
Maybe it will happen then, but I won't live my life on faith
So I'll keep my tears inside and drift away
Where I'm all alone