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This is my resolution.

I will have this by the end of this year along with a new place and my life will be put back together and I will be buff again and I will be finally happy!
My theme song for this year. It had so much meaning for me after highschool, the first time my heart ever got stomped bad. The only one that trumps that moment is this divorce.

nothing's so loud
as hearing when we lie
the truth is not kind
and you've said neither am i
but the air outside so soft is saying everything
everything

all i want is to feel this way
to be this close, to feel the same
all i want is to feel this way
the evening speaks, i feel it say...

nothing's so cold
as closing the heart when all we need
is to free the soul
but we wouldn't be that brave i know
and the air outside so soft, confessing everything
everything

and it won't matter now
whatever happens to me
though the air speaks of all we'll never be
it won't trouble me

and it feels so close
let it take me in
let it hold me so
i can feel it say...
-TTWS

I'm going to get my fucking life back on track. Shit isn't happening for me so I'm going to make it happen. Kick me when I'm down, spit in my face, tell me I'm nothing over and over. But when I'm king of the mountain, numero uno on top, I'll be the first to hold out my hand and bring you up with me. Why? Because not every human being on this fucked up planet we call earth has to be an asshole.

I owe alot of you drawings and they are coming! The web comic will be live by the end of this month even if I lose both testicles and get an infected toe nail!!!!

Rachel- I love you!!!
NextTuesday (the Grace to my Will, the Karen to my Jack)- Elephant Juice!!!
Tuesday- wassup?!
Shekinah- Coffee, thongs, aaand Olivia newton John?- you fucking ROCK!!!
Girthman- We will have a comic together man! I love your idea!!!
Oxy- Having a pint in your name!
Zef- I am holding karma by the nuts and threatening to bungee jump iffen he doesn't pay us back!!!

I live or die by this year. This is my turning point. Laterz, Ima make sumthin happen!!!