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nexttuesday:
Oh you poor poor sweet man. Of course you still hurt but I promise it'll get butter! Acknowledge your hurt but then try to move on. You are an absolutely amazing person. Look at how caring you are. Look at how sweet you are. Look at how fun you are. And look at how beautiful you are. You have so much to offer dear, you will not be alone long. Just open you're heart and love will find its way. I wish so hard I could be there to help you through this. I am sorry I cant be, but I will do whatever I can from here to see you're beautiful smile again kiss
patchouli:
Oh, sweetie! Never apologize for anything you feel or express. You are wonderful and wonderful things will happen for you.
I'm in that boat with you and I know everyday feels different. Just Tuesday in counseling I was crying my ass off. I haven't cried about it in days. But I cried like a baby and it was because I was angry.
Cut yourself some slack, give yourself a break. You are not going to be a bad father at all because you see your ex in your kids. That's biology. See the good parts of her in them and the best parts of you. That's all they are.
Give it time. I don't think I love Him anymore. He has made it easy not to. But I have to accept that he turned off his love for me. So I know how you feel. Don't expect yourself to bounce back form this. Feel everything fully and heal.
Email me if you ever want to talk. I mean that.
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Typing in my own journal and responding to others, I've come to the realization that I am:
a. slightly dyslexic (thanks ricearoni!!!) :p
b. incapable of writing a whole sentence without mispelling at least one fucking word
c. incapable of typing worth a shit
d. all of the above

Whateva....Jam with me to Ice Cube and George Clinton- Bop Gun

uh...what...heeeey......


the Green Box

comming...
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inkt1:
Hey nice drawings. i'll peep your stuff and profile etc a bit later... i'm at school :\

thanks for the friends thing and the kind words. I haven't got into lettering much. I kinda just stick to stencils and illustrations. I like graphic design, but want to take my skills a bit further in the next wee while..

~inkt1~
shekinah:
Grrrr is right. love
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lori_:
meee tooo!
lori_:
yeah shel silverstein is a great author, people don't give him enough credit because he writes children's books, they over look his talent too often.
Hey did you see my dong?
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amberxrose:
no prob
thursday:
izzat yurz?

i definitely want to see your comic when it's done.

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I love my friends. I love feeling slightly off balance and feeling adrift on a cloud barely off the ground. I love it when my kids tackle me and growl like little dinosaurs and I love catching them playing quietly together and smiling at each other.

I love feeling wanted and needed and at the same time, not tied down. And I love wanting to...
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nexttuesday:
Oh wow! I love to hear you so happy!!! See life is good to us, we just need loving people to see us through the bad. I will always try to do that for you and Im so happy that you did the same for me! I am so happy I met such a special, caring person and we connected right away! I've said it b4 and I'll say it again...you Mr. Hokey Pokey Chicky Man rock!

ps That is my all time favorite xmas song!
sharona1881:
wimp! tongue wink

and what the hell were you doing up at 430 in the morning?????!!!!!
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This was for NextTuesday but it's just such a fun tune I wanted it for me too!

I remember the days
of just keeping time
of hanging around in sleepy towns, forever
Back roads empty for miles

well you cant have a dream
and cut it to fit
but when I saw you, I knew
we go together, like a wink and a smile

Leave...
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roopie:
Thankyou for the lovely comment on my set sweetie kiss And i'm happy you like my name tongue
amberxrose:
sorry im late but awesome set!
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nexttuesday:
Mr. HPCM I am so very lucky to have found such a wonderful friend as you. Sometimes tears are good wink Congratulations you are the first person to make me smile today. I would call you but my head hurts something fierce at the moment...gee I wonder why...but believe me I will call you cuz i just feel connected to you smile iffen ya even want to IM me I have yahoo, msn, and aol messenger listed in my contact info...i usually use Yahoo the most. YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!
nexttuesday:
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Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies

I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come

Come away with me and we'll...
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nexttuesday:
i need you... frown
patchouli:
Re: tattoo paisley design

I was thinking about on the wide-end of the paisley, instead of a flower or a heart (common) having a scarab beetle. smile smile smile
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I'm having the raddest weekend right now, ooh and it's only friday!

I started the day by waking up and talking to a wonderful young lady and ended up hours on the phone listening to her laugh, which is like THE raddest most contagious laugh ever.

I took my kids to the beach just to walk around and hang out and almost threw down in...
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nexttuesday:
What kind of person would I be iffen I was mad at you for doing something that makes you happy?!? tongue I am very happy for you, but I want details Mister!!! smile Scuse me iffen Im not all that odd at the moment it takes me a while to wake up when I have no caffiene in the house...
nexttuesday:
I think you should tell me you AIM name!!! Im totally jealous!
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Aaaaaack!!! I called too early! [insert me thumping head on wall]

Miss lady if you get to this I am soooooo sorry!!!

Gad I can be such a SPAZ!!! blackeyed

HAHAHAHAA!!! Sexy groggy voice though... wink
But I'm reaaaaally sorry!
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raleighboy:
I'm doing goog. I went to the junkyard today and pulled a rear axl out of a Rabbit for my friends Cabriolet. I also got much needed Porsche parts for my roomates 66 912.

I watched StarWars episode 1 today with my mom and my roomate. She hasn't seen the new episodes (1-3). I'm doing my best to keep her in touch with reality/fantasy.

Thanksgiving with Mom is always fun.

Hope your having fun too! smile
sharona1881:
tongue
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I just had the most incredible evening chatting with a most wonderful woman!!! I dunno if I can sleep now. *sigh*

I'm literally breathless...

Tonight just made up for a week's worth of crappiness! biggrin

Doing that set is the best thing I could have ever done.
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silvereve:
wow. So have you been staring at a clock, waiting for the "right time" to call?

This kind of has a sleepless on the west coast feel to it biggrin
silvereve:
nah, there's a reason we all know "that special feeling"
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

Especially to my three Babe-sketeers, NextTuesday, Patchouli, and Shekinah!!!

Hey NextTuesday- I am enjoying a venti soy gingerbread latte as we speak and it is HEVUN! I know it's kinda late but that and seeing yer comment made me super duper happy!!! biggrin
We should go to a gay bar someday. I might be straight but I have to admit, the couple of times...
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mavi:
excellent pic, btw.
patchouli:
Thank you, Yay! Happy Turkey day to you too, hon. Sounds like you had a good one.
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