I want to...
Be a slave to substance or the 12-step-program or God or either two out of the three. Be studious and hard-working or not give a flying fuck about my GPA. Be the center or attention or just fade into the workwork. Say "fuck you" to everyone who has dicked me over or not say "fuck you" because the phrase has lost it's meaning anyway and plus I'm a big proponant of karma. Appreciate and hone my passions or supress them in exchange for a yuppie drone existence. Divorce everyone I know or embrace everyone I know. Go to the organic heath food store or the synthesized chemical lot. Go blonde or brunette. Jump into the ocean or a credit card swimming pool. Fin.
Be a slave to substance or the 12-step-program or God or either two out of the three. Be studious and hard-working or not give a flying fuck about my GPA. Be the center or attention or just fade into the workwork. Say "fuck you" to everyone who has dicked me over or not say "fuck you" because the phrase has lost it's meaning anyway and plus I'm a big proponant of karma. Appreciate and hone my passions or supress them in exchange for a yuppie drone existence. Divorce everyone I know or embrace everyone I know. Go to the organic heath food store or the synthesized chemical lot. Go blonde or brunette. Jump into the ocean or a credit card swimming pool. Fin.
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Who's to say you can't embody it all, or move between opposites in phases? I guess it does feel like moving between entirely separate personalities. Anyway... I don't really have any words of wisdom, other than saying that I'm in that place a lot too, and I think that you worded it very eloquently.