venillarose

Its driving me crazy not having a car. hopefully it will get fixed next week. i cant even go to the supermarket, which i really need to do. i would walk but its raining. i have so much i need to do. i really want to go and have a look at candle holders for the wedding reception tables and other stuff. i don't really...
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Sometimes i wish there were two of me. (so does Adam). One of me to do the fun stuff, i really want to take my dirt bike out and one to do the shit stuff like looking after Harley. I know that sounds mean but its true. I cant wait until after our wedding i am getting a road bike. I love dirt bikes but...
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Well its Saturday morning, its nice and warm, cool breeze. The Doors, Hello I love you is working its way into my brain and i feel surprisingly relaxed. i have only had a few hours sleep and Adam has gone out to pick up Harley and leave me with the un-wanted housework. men...
Last night was one of the quietest Friday nights i have seen...
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I started my diet for the wedding last week and it started off kinda slow. i did a huge workout on Tuesday last week and was pretty much fucked for the rest of the week. i could hardly walk. but now im better and started up again. i did a huge ab cardio workout yesterday and my abs are a little sore but nothing too...
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Yesterday we had a huge BBQ to celebrate Mine and Adams birthdays. it was really good. anyway i had a bit to drink, same as everyone else. when everyone had left Adam and i went to bed and started getting hot and heavy, then the strangest thing happened. I got flashbacks to a not so nice sexual encounter i had years ago and started crying...
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Its been kinda busy yet boring week. i found out my best friend is pregnant, which im really excited about. and i also found out my younger sister is pregnant again. not so excited about that one.
I brought Harley a bed and trying to get her to sleep in it. she has been really good at tonight but its kinda hard to get her...
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WOO HOO. Its my birthday. Adam and i went to dinner last night. Mmmmm steak..... my mouth waters just thinking about how yummy it was. big fat steak with pepper gravy and a glass of Jack, doesn't get much better. oh wait it does. this morning we took the dirt bikes out. it was heaps of fun. i don't get to go out much because...
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Harley has been giving me hell today. she has had six tantrums (and i mean TANTRUMS) and its only 11.00.
I am slowly going insane. i don't know what to do with her. she has had a little bit of a cold but nothing too bad, she must just be in a bad mood. its harder for me because i am seriously sleep deprived and...
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So Harley has finally gone to bed, Yay. but i am suppose to be at work. Adam called me on the way home from work. he told me that josh is really sick and Carmen (his ex-wife) has taken him to hospital. so he went there. fair enough. so now i cant go to work, not that im complaining about that. But Adam will be...
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so anyway i went and had lunch wit some of my friends today and harley was such a shit. she has been really bad lately and i don't know what to do. i have been going crazy. all i want is a little break. ggggrrrrrrrr. she is going into day-care for one day a week. i think it will make me feel a lot better....
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