venillarose

So update on the marriage status...

We have talked and talked about everything and will continue to talk about everything. We have realized that all the money problems we have been having have been making Adam feel really stressed and alone. He didn't want to talk o me about any of it because he didn't want to stress me out. Which was stressing him out. Its not like I can do much to help but if we sort through it together then its not so much pressure on him.

He hasn't been himself for months now but said there was nothing wrong and never opened up to me. I think he was trying to escape the stress with some excitement, he just went about it in the wrong way. Since we have been talking a lot more I can see some of his old self coming back out.

So things still aren't perfect and as with any relationship they never will be but they are on the way to becoming better. I have realized that I need to work on myself too. Not give 110% of myself to him. I need to keep myself so I don't loose myself in the process.