venillarose

My best friend just set the date for her wedding and I am so excited. I can't wait. Its next march so I can save until then to go down, Its in Canberra. And it being in march I have time to loose my disgusting baby body, It will be two months of hard work but i am determined to get back to my pre-baby weight.

I fell so ugly at the moment. I am at that stage where I have started putting on weight and have a little pudgy gut but i don't look pregnant, just fat. I am not big enough for maternity clothes but all my normal clothes are getting too tight and look awkward. and my hormones are going crazy so i feel super ugly. Adam says i look fine but he would say that if i gained another 50kgs and all my teeth and hair fell out. Why is it that when you feel really ugly there seems to be beautiful girls everywhere?
I have decided to grow my hair. Its been really short for years now and I am sick of it I just want it to grow. I want it to be long now. I want it nice and long for the wedding.

I have been looking after Adams son all week because he is on school holidays, Its really taken it out of me. He is a great kid but because he is kind of an only child he cant amuse himself. I have to have things for him to do all the time. And to make it harder I haven't really seen Adam all week. He is starting his new business this week and still working nights. I have seen him for about half and hour since last Sunday.
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