vengefulbeast

so....theres a girl who broke my heart and we still talk to each other.....it hurts cause i know shes gone and the thing thats gonna hurt more is when i have to tell her i can't speak to her anymore. I know i should be more mature about this and i sound like a wimp but fuck this shit and fuck this world and fuck everything........i really hate holidays.....cuz i know she will call or text, with some dumb shit...and the worst part is i still get butterflies when i read them.......................................fuck.....myself for having these feelings....i just need to erase these memories...be done with this part of my life.....and......and......just try to remember the warmth of the sun.....