It seems he's not over his ex. It's very obvious. So why the FUCK tell a friend of 14/15 years you have massive feelings for her etc etc rah rah!!?
I know why. To try and seperated me from my undies! Fucking cunt.
He will call me to catch up when HE is ready. All this because I won't chase him. He started it!!! I admitted feelings too. STUPID STUPID VELV!!
Sad truth of my love life. Only one man I've ever been involved with persued me. That was over 15 years ago. AND the prick felt that his best friends wife was more fun for a year before we finally broke up.
I've been feeling low about my self because of this stuff. Resurfaced feelings. I feel inadequate apart from having boobs and a vagina.
I could carry on but I won't. I used old coping mechanisms on Saturday. And yesterday. Not healthy.
Good news, (yes there is some to balance out the shit), people at work all week have been commenting on faerie shrinkage. I noticed yesterday in mirror I have abdominal muscle ridges starting on the laterals. CRAZY.
I'm in love with American horror story. Soooooo much awesome!!!!
I'm at work. Not working lol. Best go back to it.
Thanks for reading my man moan.
