velvetfaerie

I am in such a complete cunt of a mood.
I am sick of people BULLSHITTING to me...... repeatedly....... being self absorbed..... and seeing me as either a leg up, leg over, means to an end or ANY shit that falls between....... (not just sex, mind you).......

I am fucking FURIOUS.... at a few people in my life.

What tipped me today was a opportunity for the LONG PROMISED weekend away with the male was ONCE AGAIN poo pood..... well fuck..... I guess as it isn't all about him.....

I think it is time I accept I will be alone. I feel so very much alone. My friends I only see or talk to on my instigation. The no longer partner is more concerned about his own progress and forgot about us. He never stood up tp his cunt of a mother who hates me...... listened to the lies created by his ex no doubt. Fuck em both......

I should not have gone there and I regret it. I reap what I sew........

And today a friend kept sending me photos of an old ex.... why???? GOOD TIMING DUDE!!!!!!

AND I fell over at work hurting myself..... People saw me bounce... not lady like

Seriously today...... I feel like I am approaching the edge again.......

Probably a Bi Polar moment but none the less I feel like shit