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thank you all for your kindness... you guys seriously ROCK!!!
all is working out in ways i cannot explain.... but believe me... the universe is on my side...
i am helping myself in ways i can.... immersing myself in all i love from music, to literature and the great outdoors...
my heart sighed a sigh of relief finally, when i realised i am going to...
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all is working out in ways i cannot explain.... but believe me... the universe is on my side...
i am helping myself in ways i can.... immersing myself in all i love from music, to literature and the great outdoors...
my heart sighed a sigh of relief finally, when i realised i am going to...
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teeman:
Great to hear youre better than ever
Kick some worldly ass for me
Kick some worldly ass for me
steven:
Hope your Easter rocked. Don't let the ferrets bring you down
i scared myself today
i stopped caring about the world around me... that includes people / career and other bits and bobs... i can't eat, can't sleep and my social nature has died.... this has been coming for a couple of months now... but it's here
in a word... i crashed.... big time... i think my psych app and the discussions hit me today... i...
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i stopped caring about the world around me... that includes people / career and other bits and bobs... i can't eat, can't sleep and my social nature has died.... this has been coming for a couple of months now... but it's here
in a word... i crashed.... big time... i think my psych app and the discussions hit me today... i...
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eternalpain75:
Hope it gets better for you. I don't have any real good advice, because your first few lines are how I live my life for the past two years. I have just acepted it, fucking sad really, but oh well.
without a weapon in your hand... you cannot fight a war. Our minds are the best weapon, along with a willingness to do whatever the other person wolent. You proved that in the Dr. office, you were willing to do what others wolent. You fought a war and won.
Again hope it gets better.
without a weapon in your hand... you cannot fight a war. Our minds are the best weapon, along with a willingness to do whatever the other person wolent. You proved that in the Dr. office, you were willing to do what others wolent. You fought a war and won.
Again hope it gets better.
jctrue:
velvet
i actuallly
live near you
and am available to you
if you need to be with someone
else
who:
wont judge
wont worry
wont not care
and who will:
care
understand (to the best of their ability)
and be there
for what you need
please if you want to
let me know
it is a really important time
of year
and i want to be there for you
jc
xxx
i actuallly
live near you
and am available to you
if you need to be with someone
else
who:
wont judge
wont worry
wont not care
and who will:
care
understand (to the best of their ability)
and be there
for what you need
please if you want to
let me know
it is a really important time
of year
and i want to be there for you
jc
xxx
my psych app was quite possibly one the best timed happenings in recent weeks....
a one hr app turned into a 2 hour one... for the night before i began to loathe and detest being human.....
details are privy to to myself.... for i do not have a slanderous nature....
i have had a fair few people wander through my life..... as i am a...
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a one hr app turned into a 2 hour one... for the night before i began to loathe and detest being human.....
details are privy to to myself.... for i do not have a slanderous nature....
i have had a fair few people wander through my life..... as i am a...
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vodka_socks:
So you're angry at me but not at him....... He's the one who fucked us both..... I have a lot of things to say to you but you will not listen to them.
eternalpain75:
I excel at not letting people in, or getting close to people, for alot of the same reasons as you. Every single person I have let past the wall I created has stabed me in the back. A Ex-girlfriend told me betrayal is a part of life....she was right, but thats one part of life I will never accept.
Dose it feel like the Doc is helping ?
Dose it feel like the Doc is helping ?
i go back to seeing my shrink in 4 days.....
i am scared...
terrified...
i feel as though i am a kid again... but at least an adult can pick up the phone and make an appointment with the psych....
i know what it entails and i have been there heaps before... but it doesn't change the fact i need to face my evil fragile...
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i am scared...
terrified...
i feel as though i am a kid again... but at least an adult can pick up the phone and make an appointment with the psych....
i know what it entails and i have been there heaps before... but it doesn't change the fact i need to face my evil fragile...
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nikonphoto80:
I really hope he can help you, I want to see you happy and healthy
eternalpain75:
Things need to start looking up for the both of us.
human interection is becoming more and more a difficult thing....
i don't understand people...... why they hurt each other and fight.... (had a big nasty drunken brawl at my cousins 21st last night).... i was stone cold sober and had to defend myself as a relatives drunken fucked up GF was casuing trouble, and I being a beacon for trouble found her trying to drag...
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i don't understand people...... why they hurt each other and fight.... (had a big nasty drunken brawl at my cousins 21st last night).... i was stone cold sober and had to defend myself as a relatives drunken fucked up GF was casuing trouble, and I being a beacon for trouble found her trying to drag...
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kebabski:
oh where to start. i'm fine with a good ol' smack down. got into one the other night at the leedy cos this fat bitch slapped my sister in the face cos we walked through 'their territory' on the dance floor. oh i hate that we so hotter than ppl and they hate us for it. point being, sometimes you gots to fight just to put someone back in their place before they go out and hurt someone that CAN'T defend themself. ps, two of us v's four of them and we KICKED SERIOUS BITCH ASS
some ppl attract drama and if your friends are bringing you down don't let them. be there for them but don't get sucked into feeling guilty or bad long term.
and don't feel bad about making wrong decisions, few know what they want and even less know how to go about getting it in motion.
and us normal ppl are never going to understand why the fooked up ones do the things they do. its so hard to just be these days because ppl take offence at everything cos they are full of aggression and want to take it out on someone.
you can't lock yourself away in your room when bad things happen, cos if all the good ppl do that its just assholes left out there setting the bar for how ppl should act. we need good fairies out there too, don't leave the world for the assholes
some ppl attract drama and if your friends are bringing you down don't let them. be there for them but don't get sucked into feeling guilty or bad long term.
and don't feel bad about making wrong decisions, few know what they want and even less know how to go about getting it in motion.
and us normal ppl are never going to understand why the fooked up ones do the things they do. its so hard to just be these days because ppl take offence at everything cos they are full of aggression and want to take it out on someone.
you can't lock yourself away in your room when bad things happen, cos if all the good ppl do that its just assholes left out there setting the bar for how ppl should act. we need good fairies out there too, don't leave the world for the assholes
nikonphoto80:
Being shy sucks, you have no idea, it makes life so hard, no one likes a shy guy and when you are to shy to talk to people then you never make friends. 
i have been going through transient episodes of depressiveness...
but all is coming good...... i have got a big fat pay rise with another due in july.... i am still getting laid and i also have a new vibrator ROFL......
otherwise.... all is pretty average.... but a GOOD average...
hope all is good in your worlds!!!!
but all is coming good...... i have got a big fat pay rise with another due in july.... i am still getting laid and i also have a new vibrator ROFL......
otherwise.... all is pretty average.... but a GOOD average...
hope all is good in your worlds!!!!
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nikonphoto80:
i hope you do, you can stay for as long as you want.
jctrue:
how are things
going with the job
interviews?
thinking of you
jc
xxx
going with the job
interviews?
thinking of you
jc
xxx
******SIGH******
my life is boring....
I think I need a new one.......
A change of everything as all i have and have become is becoming so stale, boring and predictable.....
To want is to have drive / ambition & something to strive for.... having means that you loose that drive / ambition & inner strength you had before you attained the whatever it was you...
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my life is boring....
I think I need a new one.......
A change of everything as all i have and have become is becoming so stale, boring and predictable.....
To want is to have drive / ambition & something to strive for.... having means that you loose that drive / ambition & inner strength you had before you attained the whatever it was you...
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teeman:
Yeah when I first wanted to get into Science I wanted to do research, but I just didn't have the grades. Metallurgical projects is sorta like scientific research, so I was close haha!
Hope yer nail the interview
Hope yer nail the interview
kebabski:
what the hell are you doing? your job lets you get drunk at work. you did NOT think this thru. next you'll be drinking budweiser or some other light beer. oh god you've alreay hit that milestone hahaha
wow congrats and stuff its always a yay moment when someone gets that bit closer to figuring out what their holy grail is and how to get it
science hey, thats like maths. grr at numbers. haha i work at a bank. i wish i t was my money i was counting!!!! ppl come in and deposit $15000 cash and its like god i wish i was a hooker/crackwhore/that rich
wow congrats and stuff its always a yay moment when someone gets that bit closer to figuring out what their holy grail is and how to get it
science hey, thats like maths. grr at numbers. haha i work at a bank. i wish i t was my money i was counting!!!! ppl come in and deposit $15000 cash and its like god i wish i was a hooker/crackwhore/that rich
fuck valentines day and all it's comercialised oooshy gooooshy CRAP
I got laid
I don't give a fuck
or perhaps i did?????
I got laid
I don't give a fuck
or perhaps i did?????
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j_diddy:
fuck you!! I wanted to get laid on valentines day!
nikonphoto80:
i guess if i Deserved one I would have one.
i guess if i Deserved one I would have one.
i have found a new addiction... and it's called THE BIG DAY OUT
yes people.... i was a big day out virgin until this weekend.... i went with my bestest buddies... but lost them pretty quick.... which was scary but cool.... i survived oh so very very well indeed!!!!!!!
I also discovered bourbon.... i hate bourbon... but i liked it this once as people kept...
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yes people.... i was a big day out virgin until this weekend.... i went with my bestest buddies... but lost them pretty quick.... which was scary but cool.... i survived oh so very very well indeed!!!!!!!
I also discovered bourbon.... i hate bourbon... but i liked it this once as people kept...
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nikonphoto80:
Did you know that for it to be real bourbon it has to be made in KY? just another reason for you to come to KY.
What is a nang?
You don't even know what cold is, it has been between 19 degrees F and 0 degrees F, I don't know what that is in C.
just another reason for you to come to KY.
What is a nang?
You don't even know what cold is, it has been between 19 degrees F and 0 degrees F, I don't know what that is in C.
teeman:
Festivals are the shit hey!? Im counting down the days til i can return to the green hills of Deutcheland to return to the metal fest circuit
well..... AUSTRALIA DAY ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was shitfaced.... it was 42 degrees (celcius)..... i got thrown into a spa.... i got to see fireworks AND lightning......FUCKING MINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I also ended up with glass in BOTH of my feet... i couldn't dig the glass out until the next day as I couldn't feel exactly where it was due to my being so drunk....
I had my first...
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i was shitfaced.... it was 42 degrees (celcius)..... i got thrown into a spa.... i got to see fireworks AND lightning......FUCKING MINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I also ended up with glass in BOTH of my feet... i couldn't dig the glass out until the next day as I couldn't feel exactly where it was due to my being so drunk....
I had my first...
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ampersand:
yeah, not really... but thanks
yeah, not really... but thanks
nikonphoto80:
Sorry it took me so long to get back to you.
Every one at my job acts like they are still in high school.
Does that mean you are going to come and stay in KY with me?
I just got the car today, it's a Dodge Calibce.
Every one at my job acts like they are still in high school.
Does that mean you are going to come and stay in KY with me?
I just got the car today, it's a Dodge Calibce.
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ampersand:
I think your cat is being very restrained. Luckily my Toby is scared of most things, so he probably would've run away from the cello as soon as he saw'd it.
Cause he's a scared-y cat.
Cause he's a scared-y cat.
nikonphoto80:
You need to teach him to play that. then you would be rich.
He won't eat lasagne? What kind of cat is he
then you would be rich.
He won't eat lasagne? What kind of cat is he
What did you do on your birthday?