Waiting ... tick tock tick tock... Oh how the second hand tortures my dreams.
I am hoping that a handful of the 68 jobs that I applied to last week will call tomorrow. Coca-Cola is supposed to call me tomorrow for sure, which should be cool... i heard they are a good company to work for. I'm flipping through apartments getting an idea as to what I want, but this lack of funds thing keeps popping back up in my face. It sucks going tfrom being ina situation to where you are making enough money to be comfortable, to a situation where you have to pray that the bread and milk you just bought can last until you get more $$. I know it's my own fucking fault for moving so prematurely from Ohio out here, but it was then or never, and I really needed to get out.
I'm not mad at my choices, or dissapointed really, just tired... tired of worrying and stressing. I know it is all going to work out for the better, but this waiting game of emotions is killing me.
Cross your fingers for me guys... I need all the luck I can get right now.
Love yas
I am hoping that a handful of the 68 jobs that I applied to last week will call tomorrow. Coca-Cola is supposed to call me tomorrow for sure, which should be cool... i heard they are a good company to work for. I'm flipping through apartments getting an idea as to what I want, but this lack of funds thing keeps popping back up in my face. It sucks going tfrom being ina situation to where you are making enough money to be comfortable, to a situation where you have to pray that the bread and milk you just bought can last until you get more $$. I know it's my own fucking fault for moving so prematurely from Ohio out here, but it was then or never, and I really needed to get out.
I'm not mad at my choices, or dissapointed really, just tired... tired of worrying and stressing. I know it is all going to work out for the better, but this waiting game of emotions is killing me.
Cross your fingers for me guys... I need all the luck I can get right now.
Love yas
I hope everything works out for you.