"Revenge is a dish best served with mayonnaise and those little cheesy things on sticks"
Well, it's been a crazy week. Probable sinus infection, ups and downs with work, and watching my little one grow up faster and faster every time I have the fortune of seeing her. While she's not talking much still, she's learning much more quickly than before, and is always expressing genuine interest in new objects to learn the names. It's a rather warming experience watching the innocence of a child at work. Her effervescent mood is always a lift as well. These days she's almost never without a smile on her face, and I"m glad that removing the conflict from her life has had that affect.
On a note with conflicting emotions; somber, trepidatious and joyous, I finally have word that my ex has signed the papers to formally begin the divorce proceedings (she had procrastinated for almost a month after cracking the whip for me to get them prepared and sent to her). I'm not sure why she took so long to sign them, since she has made it blatantly obvious that she has moved on already. But either way, in roughly 120 days, barring any ugly conflict, I should be free to start my new life as I see fit. Furthermore, this coincides roughly to the time where I will have to find a new place to liive. It really will be a rebirth of myself into adulthood. I can finally get a place where I dont hate living, and I can finally get rid of the rest of her crap. I just want to start my life fresh, keeping only what is important to me.
Honestly? Were my little one not here, I would most likely just up and move myself to someplace warm...most likely California.
"Then the prophet spake: saying "Frak this, for my faith is a shield against your blandishments".'
-Alem Mahat, The Book of Cain
Chapter IV, Verse XXI
*if anyone can get where that quote is from, they get a cookie for being awesome.
Well, it's been a crazy week. Probable sinus infection, ups and downs with work, and watching my little one grow up faster and faster every time I have the fortune of seeing her. While she's not talking much still, she's learning much more quickly than before, and is always expressing genuine interest in new objects to learn the names. It's a rather warming experience watching the innocence of a child at work. Her effervescent mood is always a lift as well. These days she's almost never without a smile on her face, and I"m glad that removing the conflict from her life has had that affect.
On a note with conflicting emotions; somber, trepidatious and joyous, I finally have word that my ex has signed the papers to formally begin the divorce proceedings (she had procrastinated for almost a month after cracking the whip for me to get them prepared and sent to her). I'm not sure why she took so long to sign them, since she has made it blatantly obvious that she has moved on already. But either way, in roughly 120 days, barring any ugly conflict, I should be free to start my new life as I see fit. Furthermore, this coincides roughly to the time where I will have to find a new place to liive. It really will be a rebirth of myself into adulthood. I can finally get a place where I dont hate living, and I can finally get rid of the rest of her crap. I just want to start my life fresh, keeping only what is important to me.
Honestly? Were my little one not here, I would most likely just up and move myself to someplace warm...most likely California.
"Then the prophet spake: saying "Frak this, for my faith is a shield against your blandishments".'
-Alem Mahat, The Book of Cain
Chapter IV, Verse XXI
*if anyone can get where that quote is from, they get a cookie for being awesome.
machinefuck:
Ok, so I may not be awesome enough to know where the quote is from, but I am that things are in motion as far as your 2nd coming of liberation. Sorry to hear your feeling sick- I myself am finally getting better. You've definitely got a friend in me Vel. Keep your head up!