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vegetablesalad

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I don’t feel like I belong

Jan 9, 2023
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I guess this goes alone with my last post. I feel so distant from others. Maybe not on any part of my own but I just can’t seem to connect with anyone.

I am an extreme introvert so it’s hard for me to enjoy being around many people. So I typically don’t go to bars or places where a lot of people will meet and then I am very keep to myself kind of person.

I am doing my best to meet people online, but like in here I see all the groups and I comment in the ones I feel that I can but I honestly don’t think I have much to say in most groups. I would much rather talk one on one but in that respect I would never just DM someone unless I had a reason or maybe felt that they would respond back. Then again on here I know for a fact many people get unwanted DM’s and I am not trying to invade anyone’s space.

I guess my page here is the best place to say I am open to talking to most people however I am pretty guarded as my introvert side kicks in and then I have those stupid Scorpio tendencies.

I’m not sure anymore how the whole world works. I am just a lost lonely soul drifting aimlessly talking to myself.

I’m thankful if you read this … thanks for listening.

avrora:
I think it was way easier to make a connections in Internet before, right now it is all overfloaded. As a fellow introvert I totally understand your feelings about crowdy places, I can only go there if I have a couple extravert friends who takes me :)  as for interent connections, I remeber how wasy was to find someone to talk in the net 10-14 years ago, but internet and word was different these days. However I believe that thematic forums and spaces still work for that.
Dec 14, 2023
vegetablesalad:
@avrora I wish I saw the same light at the end of the tunnel as you do. Even these forums for me are not conducive to me finding even a steady friend, and I have been on here since before when there use to be a chat section where you could live chat. Man I miss those days of these forums. I do agree that chatting was easier when the internet was more text based. Now it’s all snap and insta… I don’t like those types of  platforms. Too many bots and people looking to take advantage of you. I feel like I’m being cut off from society. I mean I know I’m not. Just what I want in friendship or god forbid a relationship is just not anything that others are looking for at all.
Dec 14, 2023

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