I don't know how many people go through this, but for me I have only had myself to talk to for the last 13 years. I am not close to my family at all.

I hang out with one person I have known for years but he is not someone I can talk to about stuff. We only hang out every once in a while because he fails to make time to do so. I understand it I am lowest on the totem pole for him.

I try to look for people to talk to on the internet, but that is a joke I have no clue where to look and where I am looking all I get are people that have the attention span of an hour maybe two, then they disappear. So its constantly a lot of work for no gain.

I just need someone that will actually talk to me....

Someone that will ask me things and be interested in what I might say...

Joke around with me ....

I'm not asking for anything other than a friend that maybe is willing to listen or talk to me so that I am not so alone. I am super introverted so I rarely leave my house because I freak out around a lot of people and get uncomfortable fast. SO I can only survive in limited amounts of time in public.

Can anyone point me in the right direction...