vegavenom

You look very Cute in it also!!!!

Me and my Stephen ventured up to Gonic yesterday so he could buy some fancy shit for his truck for his cross country drive. It was fun. Then we got together later and went over his friend Dave's house and drank, I was pissed b/c Stephen made me stay out too late and I got no fucking sleep. Then he called me like an hour after I got home and tried to say sorry. Fuckin men... they drive me nuts!

What does a redneck say before he dies?
Lookee this!

Big motha fuckin mess. I got into a huge fight with Beej. I didn't eat anything all day--- nothing. I had a cup of black coffee at 10am and that was it. Basically I dranka half a bottle of vodka and got all upset. Then one of Stephen's friends started hitting on me and wanted to take me home (not a good thing)... and then Stephen's aunt told me Stephen really likes me and that he told her that he would be all over me if Beej wasn't around. So I ended up a crying mess by the end of the night. My brain still hurts. Way too much shit to intake all at once. I'm happy/sad/frustrated/and confused. I am going to relax alone tonight and try to get my bearings on this situation.
Fuck fuck fuck..

We went out on Tues night for a long ass drive. We talked a lot about everything and I cried a lot. We pulled over for a while and had some fun! I am super fuckin bummed. It hurts to care bout someone so much and have no control over the whole situation. His big going away party is this weekend and tonight he wants to talk to me about some more stuff? I wonder what exactly, but I'll find out soon I guess! Anywho off to get primped!