I still feel a void in my kife but it is getting easier to go about my day. I am very lonely... I am finding it hard to be by myself... it will be bad today and tomorrow... I am all alone in my office... anywho.... I need to get ready... Please keep me in good thoughts...
i am crying for you. this makes my heart ache. your'e not being punished, he had such a long and beautiful life, perfect because you were a part of it. i misplaced my cellie, but robert's is 661 9085. please call me if your feeling lonley, i love you!
this may make you smile, at work we have to listen to the evil that is kiss 108, but yesterday i heard the rev four times 'cause of that boston market comercial!
if you're up to it, let's go see "land of the dead" tonight at 1220! yeah zombies!i'll cheer you up baby!
Ok so today is going well... I was so neverous this morning about being alone all weekend at work... but it is nice... funny story... I walked in today to see this girl I used to be "very close" with... yea it was akward... our jaws dropped... seriously... we didn't say anything to eachother for at least 45 seconds... which can seem like a long ass time... Anywho loves... LATER!
The love of my life died @ 8am this moring... my little baby Ziggy was ten years old.... my heart is broken.... we found him this morning gasping for air... within 5 minutes we had him at the vets.... they did CPR and gave him drugs to kick start his heart... but he did not make it... he was so special to me.... he will... Read More
I am so sad... every morning when Beej leaves for work Ziggy always comes and sits on the bed with me and we watch the news and he watches me on the computer.... I want my bear... I am such a wreck this morning... I was doing so well last night before bed... I have never lost a pet before.... Ziggy was my first... I feel so alone I want my little friend back... I feel like I'm being punished for something... I don't deserve to feel this way... I know it will get easier... but right now it just plain hurts....
I made it through the longest day ever with the fam... we had a fucking blast. My uncle bought me the cutest necklace... it's a big anchor with rhinestones.. I look like a pirate. I feel crappy.... I have been drinking a lot latey... I need to knock it off. Anywho busybusy week... later all!
Well last nite I did my fair share of boozin it up! I met up with this girl Dawn from my work and then my friends Angela and Nick joined us and then we brought the party to my place.... where I continued to get shitty. I am feeling pretty good this morning but I think we're going deep sea fishing today... just the thought... Read More
If it is entirely possible I think I ODed on porn last night last. Yesterday I kept falling asleep here and there and then I woke up at like midnite totally wond up... needless to say I spend the next FOUR HOURS watching porn... I usually have porn ADD and I can't watch the same scene let alone the same movie for more than 20... Read More
So my hair is black again.... I tried so hard to avoid it but once again... I freaked out and dyed it back. We had pictures at school last night and the guy that took them was a total perv... bah. I have to work until 4pm and then I have school 5pm-10pm.... actually thats my sched until Friday... then I have the weekned off.... Read More
So the Captain finally talked to me about everything... he admitted that he was lying and spending some time talking to a crazy assed whorebag... BUT he didn't actually cheat on me. Although he had made plans to hang out with her... which are now cancelled... they never met up. He didn't apolgize though... and then he reminded me of some shit I pulled four... Read More
Your choice of tools would also work.
I typically wake up pretty early myself. The only times I really sleep in are when I have beaten the crap out of myself with booze the night before. I guess at that point though, it is more of a coma than it is "sleeping in".
So I think I am staying... I was going to leave b/c it bugged my boy that I was on here talking to people (because he is a crazy dillted freak), but someone told me that he is cheating on me... I think I believe them... he has been lying to me at the very least... I am not going to jump to any conclusions... Read More
MY BOY IS A WHORE!!!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING AWOL. MY WHOLE LIFE HAS TURNED UPSIDE DOWN.... FUCKFUCKFCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUFKCUFKCUFKFUFIFufIfkdufkf...
So I have second degree burns on my hand. It hurts so much... I only had to do a half nite at school. I did this Asain gangbangers hair and he gave me a huge tip... he was very obiviously stoned and looking down my shirt... he rebooked for 4 weeks... score! Anywho... I think my sg account goes buhbye tomorrow... so sad Well I... Read More
I may cancel my account... I only have 4 days to decide... I am feeling cheap... I will have to see... I have paid enough money over the years to be on this site... it has been real... expensive!
I am so excited... we're almost done building the screend in porch and deck. We bought a huge stainless steel grill. We are having a deck party once everything is complete. My brother the chef is going to grill and I'm pulling the bar outside. I can't wait!!!!!
I cut my hand open using the table saw. SON OF A BITCH it hurt. I had blood running all down my arm. I scared the shit out of my mother. But we cleaned it up and we finished the screened porch. I finished staining the deck. Time to go to work... and then to school bah...
ps. where did trish go? send her my love!