vegas

My first journal entry was a bit delayed but i probably had just about the worst weekend in quite a while- you might be asking why well to put it short and sweet- i drank too much and listened too much and believed too much and forgot too much and definately spent too much but i think i've slowly managed to recover now...im starting to crawl out from my cave of shame and self pity which i've spent too long hibernating in (is that an sp mistake?) ....
I'm going to the hairdressers today which is just what i need since im seeing it symbolically as a new start for me....im actually going to ask to have my hair dyed another colour than black!!!!i've had black hair for about 4 years now..i think itstime fro a change..
anyway i have this thing for always wanting to be different from the other girls- i always have to be one step ahead-and since i've noticed that quite a few girls have started dying their hair black lately i felt the pull of the tide of change inside me..
which starts up the stills song 'changes are no good' in my head...but mr.still i must say that some changes really are good-they definately open your eyes and make you learn but on the other hand it would be nicer if some stuff wouldn't change since habits are rather comforting-just as long as you don't take them forgranted..you need the right balance.