Things in chicago..... Shit,, i feel like i need to run away... The past few days have been real intense,,, long too. I cant even remember last week as being last week.... Like i remember what happend an all,, it just seems like ages ago. At a point right now,, where i dont know where im really going,,,, I dont know why Abby cant make up her mind about anything,,,, I don't belive her when she says its over, because she always wants me around. Im so frustrated,, but she indulges. I want this to end,, but it will mean burning her and myslef in the proccess....
fallen1carus:
yes, and this is what blow torches are for. i've been in a similar relationship, and man, that shit doesn't cause you anything but frustration and heartache. you can do better.
maryjane:
indecision.... it can be hard to cut ties sometimes, but it has been my experience that once said ties have been cut, a free, and wonderful feeling overflowed in my heart and what I did felt right. waivering is no path to action, it will only bring about heartache. it is my hope that the heartache will be short-lived and life will find you well. MaryJane