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Definately a new year here in good ol iraq... played video games for about an hr.. watched me some of *the omen*.. wow! sounds fun huh? bet you wish you were here..


i think i am going to officially call it quits around march 1st.. i fucking hate this place so much.. this hell hole is makeing me so miserable.. with thoughts of hurting people and many other bad thoughts.. you know, this place wouldnt be half bad if they didnt deprive us of all necessities in life.. imagine, wanting to smoke a bowl or have sex or drink a beer.. okay, now imagine it, cuz thats all you can do IMAGINE... yay yay.. i am so going to have a bad ass party when i get home..


i want to take a trip when i get home.. wanna go to mexico and forget about this shitty place.. maybe go to amsterdam for a week... i dont know.. what i do know is this place is HELL nothing short of it.. i guess HEAVEN would be back home with a beautiful SG girl to cuddle with everynight.. there are so many thinks i want to do in life.. almost all of them involve money.. i finally have money, but by the time i get home and straighten out all of my finances, i will prolly be broke again..


here is something my friends and i came up with while we are here suffering... we all decided that no matter how long you are here, that when you finally go home, you will eventually piss away all your money and be right where you started... so the key is to just accept it that you are going to go home broke and just quit.. but, i was never a quitter.. finished school,finished my time in service,wanna finish my time here... but it seems i might be a quitter after all..


Its amazing how much you can type just off the crap filled in your head.. well enough about hell and my horrid new year.. hope everyone else had a wonderful day.. so far i spent my b day, xmas, and new years here.. alone..yay yayy!







P.S. thought for the day is.....
*life is what YOU make of it*