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Thursday Dec 22, 2011

Dec 22, 2011
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So it is three days away from Christmas.... I live in New York (not NYC) and there is absolutely no snow on the ground. For some reason though, it's not just the lack of snow that doesn't feel like Christmas. The people in my town lack a certain light that is supposed to come around the holidays. I don't know if it's just my outlook on my personal life or if what I'm seeing is correct. To be honest, it's making this time of year even more of a struggle, and well, I feel completely lost. None the less, I'm trying to stay strong and make certain changes in my life, spend more time with different people, revisit the things that made me feel life myself, and try not too dwell so much on my fear of the future. If I don't revisit to post another blog before the holidays, I wish you all a Merry Christmas, or whatever you like to call it, and I hope 2012 is a good year with new memories and experiences to come.



Love you all,
Vayda.




PS:
I watched the Grinch today biggrin
LUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF that movie
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vayda:
Well I'm glad I'm not the only one noticing the Grinch-Virus. tongue Sunshine makes me happier too though, I must admit. Have a Merrrryyyyyyy Chriistmassss!
Dec 22, 2011
drhamburger:
Oh it totally it did for me as well, especially coming from "lake effect" gloominess here in upstate n.y.. I got used to it real quick. Have you been to the Rockies? I was sooo captivated by them and now want to be a .mnt.man. fo lyfe!!! Murrr ee Christ mass to you too, hope all your present dreams come true.
Dec 23, 2011

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