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So I just got home from Dallas, I went to six flags with my parents and went to Midevil Times and got some clothes and what not cause my parents wanted to go do something besides sit around their house I suppose since it was a 3 day weekend. Anywase, so that was pretty rad and actually pretty fun even though it was just me and my parents...however when I got home Calley calls me, the girl I've been so happy with, and talks to me for a little bit and then decides to tell me that she doesn't think we should date anymore cause she wants to be single, but she wants me to come hang out with her and her friends still....so....thats a totaly fucking bummer to say the least... I was so hung up on this girl! she made me way happy and she was totally helping me keep my shit together during all my court shit for getting arrested and she was helping me do better in school and all kinds of great stuff and now I totally feel like I have no drive to do fucking anything again....I feel like such a fucking little emo bitch right now, but I'm seriously way depressed about this, which I don't usually do about girls, but she was such a fucking good influence on me.... and of course I'm home alone tonite cause my cousin is in Vegas and so I pretty much just want to crawl inside of a bottle of Jack Daniels and not come out til someone really wants me to....God dammit I'm having such a little pitty party I'm sorry folks...I'm just way sad...She seemed so right and it was so unexpected that it totally makes my stomach turn when I think about it... Someone come give me a hug....