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I didn't used to be like tryptamine, but I do think about Death more often these days and this morning was no exception. Today it is layers of juxtaposition. I am sad because of thoughts of my passing and all the things I won't get to try and have in my life, happy, because my friengd Gabriella joins me today and I get to show her Donnie Darko and But I'm A Cheerleader. We are both fulfill our weird lunatic fringe personalities with each other (and NO we are not together, we are friends and that's all I want it to be).

With such dark clouds in my mind, today just happens to be the absolute first fucking sunniest day of the year!!!!!! Spring in Stockholm is awesome. Probably the best city in the world to experience it.

Damn! Just what am I supposed to feel?

PS - My essay should be up tomorrow so I hope y'all have 10 minutes to devote to a long read somewhere during Sunday.